Talk Is Talk

i just recollected viewing the clip
where i saved it in my phone
it's about alex giving o malley a piece of his mind

"a man would move on
but you
you mop around like a dog waiting to get kick"

i need to take a leaf out of that

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Phelps came and went
captivated me, no less
since Athens, Mel 07
you know a god when you see one
you think about the mind games he have to play
i need to take a leaf out of that

and you know when bloomberg reported about our ludicrous extra bonus for the silver medal holders, and comparing to phelps (half a mill USD?), you know we are really paying something

jo said she's suffering from non swimming syndrome
how can we all , ex swimmers, not?
people wax lyrical of how well done he did
and mr bolt of track came to a close 2nd in terms of performance
big ups to usain bolt
taking celebratedness performance to the next level
he's just got that little charm where it never fails to work
3 world records
the twin medal 100m + 200m
really something

but people dont know
how difficult and absurd is to break a record in the pool
and, what, 7?
8 gold?
people need to understand it's equally difficult per medal for medal
track vs swim

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oh yea, i lost my ralph lauren polo
so what the flying fuck now
move on

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I realise how bad my chinese is
when i went to hainan to give training
but it all isn't that bad afterall
the in and out communication
serves up the goodness

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im heading to thailand for reservist
told aaron im a 'uncomfy junkie'
sure i / we all dont like landing ourselves in difficult positions
but i realised
subconsciously
im wanting what i dont want

that's supposed to be good for me, right?

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Im leaving the business
for what seemed to be a long hiatus
i guess i need to give up a big part of something
to embark on my next challenge

STUDY

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"love, you dont seemed to have time to date."

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what pretty much captivated me all these while
is how the human is able to dangle the impossible
and trying to reach it

but what drives you?

every morning i get a speed train of thoughts
running over my mind
like a fucking awesome rail wheels
on a fucking lousy track
yea, the thoughts are the wheels
and my poor soul / mind is thy track
runneth over
and done with

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understand this
or forever hold your peace, my dear


"In business, words are words, explanations are explanations, promises are promises

but

only performance is reality."