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"Things that matter most must not be at the mercy of things which matter least." -- Goeth

"Writing distills, crystalises, and clarifies thought and helps break the whole into parts" -- I can't remember

Let's see
after that eventful night
as always
my mind is scattered with so much spots of thoughts
imagine Bill Paxton throws these spots of paint in your house
and you are to (after all, it's your fuckin house?) finish painting
and prior to finish
i need to get my head straight

this blog remains a joke at best
i remember how / why do I wanna maintain this blog
is for the progenies of the future
to see this madcap of a senior RANTS and RANTS
what is YOUR purpose of writing
Djehuty is where my REAL JUICE flows
where my deep dark sick (insert related work) writings pent up
and where my thoughts crystalizes into form

oh yes, eventful night
see the problem with me writing
is I get the town so excited with burning posts and bits and slices of me life to write
and after a while, I get bored
NEVERFUCKINTHELESS
im never a person who shares
what did i

wear
do
fuck
manhandle

today

I totally totally get those people
who writes with an agenda
and to get things across
READ : YAWNING BREAD
and i totally get instanpundit
who is one fuck good job of a blog
and many fucking more
did i mentioned jessica michibata?
but the many of you
who asked me. why did not i update my blog
and what have i been up to.
i am sorry

as mentioned
i used to keep a hard old school journal
where i penned down many of my thoughts / poems / ideas / drawings / logos / etc
and i figured
where not jump onto the bandwagon
blogger / internet writing is never the safe place to write your deep personal stuff
well
i just do, aight?
i dont fuck care
so i still look for that certain individual
be it it's you
or you
to really open up Djehuty
to know me as a whole
not as Bill Paxton
who scatters some fucking spots of paint

Let's see
yes, eventful night
lotsa things to do
to review
to follow up
to remember NOT TO FOLLOW
to serve as a benchmark for me to follow / not to follow
E to the J
and there's V

(see what i fucking meant? lol)

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On another note
Prodigy is heading to town
you feel like these electronic big boys
once delisted from the A list
will come to fort canning and perform
but what about those rap shit?
i cant pull out names of B listers Bboys and rapshit
ICE CUBE?
yada

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LOVE LOCKDOWN
is kinda like a mix raggae jamican kinda shit from the man Kanye
i dont get it this time

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DISCIPLE

headache headache!

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"so what do you really like in her?"
am i supposed to explore these kinda old school mindfuck questions now?

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I just cleared up and deleted some blogs
and not do the whole "so let's see what you wrote today"
its good to hear some cleansing at times
its like a fucking breath of fresh puff
i thank her very much for pointing out
i was livid when i heard shit
but deep down you know you fucking deserve this shit
so I have told myself so many times
hang out with the correct people at the correct time, at the most pleasure experience of your convenience

Remember

that this is so wrong.
this is so fucking wrong.

Modus Operandi,

Alas, who am I to waste time now?
my palpitations are back
time is passing ever faster then ever
so many decisions to make in such minimal time
and there's still, her.

her, upon receiving that chain of smses on sunday
I, turned a rough shell on the heart
her, upon my deeds
I, will pursue as required

hopefully.

On the previous related
I am humbled by the presence of such words
and I take a backseat for i truly deserved of such laments
we always should love first of a kind comment
and seek to change the source generator of it
halt the change by thyself
and shalt be it who altrustically modifies

My apologies, and/but, regret, is for you, and for swear at sight.

I am sorry.

"Scarcely any degree of judgment is sufficient to restrain the imagination from magnifying that on which it is long detained" - Samuel Johnson

so do i...

...continue to wait?
did i really think it's gonna be a match this time?
all factors being considered as per Djehuty
as per DP mentioned to me
i was just gonna throw all these red tapes out
but i guess they ARE red tapes for a fucking reason.

bad day.

Mode Check

Utterly utterly disappointed to hear such stuff coming out from you.
Such hurting hurting accusations.
Such, is the wrath of the woman.

I remember.

I remember once upon a university time
i was such a armchair critic over general politics
and yj and C was incessantly worried that my mouth will land me into troubled waters somehow (funny)
and as I stepped out of the study zone
i was thrown into the cauldron
and somehow I grew nonchalant generally about the politcol protocol
till i realised
i might have became one of them

these one of them lauds to the community that they are a group of ordinary citizens who cannot do anything much, and has cease fire to concentrate to, be rich, for instance.
strange but true, the administration in power hath somehow worked ITS way around to achieve IT'S goal, silence is golden.
the recent BKK airport case for instance
did we at least sit down and dissect the broadcast?
yes jane off the streets will say
"man, what the fuck are these people thinking man
creating chaos
making travels inaccessible
safety compromised
etc"
TODAY mentioned DAP will pay surely for the inconvenience caused

is protest good? or bad?
the very word protest strikes the fear bone in us
and we go
oh no no
protest for fuck?
we got nothing better to do?
land our sweet ass into sour soup?
look at ERP
i have not seen / heard a single joe off the streets that he is happy with the system
but why are we not putting our hands where our mouth is?
that is cos protest = chaos
protest != avenue for rights to be lauded

janes and joes off the street seemed to be in general support of the party in power
albeit the sporadic complaints
cos in essecnse, they do give you the safeguard feel
with great help from MSM
oh yeah
we go
ah, fuck it, just mind our own business?

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political change must come from WITHIN pap?
2 party govt not suitable for singapore cos we dont have enough talent?
dude, what are you saying man?

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are singaporeans ready for a non chinese PM?
dude, do WE have a choice? you really meant it?

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word.

超喜歡.

word

fucking tiff dunks shouldn't be used for football!

Re Up : New Era

TICK TOCK

Ever since I came back from the roadshow
i was back into the LOST ways
was bumming around till recently
i realised
the clock is ticking down fuckin loudly as none ever before!

Hello? buck up?

AGENTS J

driving me mad by the day min sec hour
... in a nice nice way ;)

RECESSION PROOF

fuckin specialists who can cater to the consumer market
i was everyday harping
the door to a happy ian
is the consumer daily needs market
perserve, please.

XEROX

disappointed.

LIFE IN GENERAL

picking up, tad.

AGENTS J

oh, mentioned already!

TICK TOCK

refuckinmember!

the heart is heavy

again.
but i will not
write about the things that trigger things
cos i am afraid
when i look back
i will smile
a wrong emotion-ed tagged smile
then i will have to delete this fucking post
and that fucking post

happiness chooses you, not the other way round.

THE ATTRACTION

the people who know me
know that pursues were never divulged till they are pursued
no i do not (as usual) have a good feeling about this
but it keeps my spirit running for a few days
haven't it already?
what have i done?
what can i do?
pertinent questions
trailing back
let's see
i think only indon (x2??) kept my wild wild?
and this time
i wanna have the responsibility
i am calm
at the same time, excited
at the same time, 'nah'

but
like Djehuty said
for the longest longest while
i was truly truly happy
even though it was fleeting
it was, like, 3 mins?
yeah, it was extended to, like, 20 min
so i think i was revived that very moment
that, hope, still exist

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DUDE, WHERE'S YOUR CAR?

speaking of hope
come change
i have seen people waxing lyrical about Obama's ascend
HOPE
CHANGE
AWESOME
then i go on to ask them
what change are you expecting?
what kinda transition do you wanna see?
a coloured leadership?
are you talking about Crats' stance on fiscal trade to asia?
are you talking about an (or the?) end to the civil movement?
are you talking about the very romance of the country's transforming it's virtues?
are you talking about his threading of strongline globalization and trade?
or the rebellion against the common good of democrats?

I for sure, am interested on how is the O going to kick in the very mentioned changes that was over and over literated / plastered over the news
but i just wished that people can know of the change, before clamoring about
CHANGE HAS COME

anyways, the speech was mellifluous as per usual
Coens got it spot on
NO COUNTRY FOR OLD MEN!

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letter of the day

J

occupation of the day

TARZ

The Forbidden Line.

Did I crossed it?

He is the new BLACK.

Quote

"You think her family could be dysfunctional
while your family is dysfunctional"

Officially,

I think I have fallen for Jehuty.

17th Oct
19:14 (IP phone)

Re Up

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MARAHASHI : NEW SERIES



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POSTPONED.



TEACHERS
EDUCATE
STUDENT
ROMANCE
LOVE
STUDENT
TEACHER
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ME.



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she said.

random

C.A.P Xerox

fingers crossed.

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some folks are going Japan
i'm not going
I should be happy
but what wee said was correct
you are supposed to show some good and THEN you are good to go
otherwise, well...
suddenly, i ... feel small.

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i wanted to blog about this one thing but i forgot

Take Care, Ah Jek

I grown up seeing you at my houseside
Struck me as a respectable man

You are smiling, I can see.

Send my regards, :)

need to

bitch get off me.

Time and Again

I have repeatedly visioned
that among my difficulties and struggles
i will reach my limit

and morph into a fucking Dragonball Super Saiyan
with the hair going 'pop' from black to golden.

Lessons

i couldnt bear to reprimand myself
for not doing 'anything' this few times when i'm free
even the time i would wanna take to review / reflect
i fucking sleep
but hey
its crescendo time
deserved a break?

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the past few days have been such a whirlwind in camp
I experience some little discomfort in my mind
not sure whether that's the calm before the storm
my boots got stolen
christos, ralph lauren too
and i was sorta immune
and i really would like to apologize for some words said to a very very very important figure of mine
i never should said those kind of words

so lesson taken, take these stress with a tinge of caffeine
dont let this kinda shit fumble you up

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so you will meet really fascinating people in life
albeit sporadically funny, but still damn fucking makes you puzzled
like the BLUE MAN you will meet in HEAVEN
everything we do is all connected
so you gotta watch it

there's these someones who works in a bank and shit
filtering wealth management
cashing in on some private banking
and yet these someones can just steal off a packet of something
nope im not talking about kleptomanic shit
im talking real fucked EQ and twarted thinking on saving money

theres's these someones
who just stands you up
and with minimal care in the world
just shrugs you off like this
wit some fucked smses
'what ifs'
'should haves'
'wanted to'
fuck gives?

there's these someones
who are filtered off to the top percentile in troop days
you stand there and admire shit AFTERMATH
and stood there pondering pondering...

im too judgmental for my own good
if there's one thing to work on
i should just leave those glasses behind
after all
different strokes different folks
fuck
even venus produce men
you just dont fucking comprehend what's going on with them

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i wanted to post up a piece on marvel shit
but i remember those days where i pen my hard journal
and i got scattered thought to be jigawed together
and they, after a while, remained jigsaw-ed
so i need to jot jot jot

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so in a couple of hours im off to a major shit
im just relatively nonchalant about it
fuck gives?

re-up pictorial for the road

this is by far the highlight of the gambling trip in Macau
easily makes us wanna bring back to SG shores for some shit money making
but we all know
if it ain't easy
it is deezy
crab meat porridge for the road
holla if you need the addy
come on
crab meat fried rice?
SGreans penchant for porridge and crab?

you do the math.



upgrade
this trap never fails to amaze me
join me for the cheer





easily best herbal tea i've tasted
china, really.





THANK YOU



i mean it.
i do.

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CRESCENDO

it's official
i'm a stress / tough time junkie

Discipline Mercilessly

"The tougher you are on yourself, the easier life will be on you. The easier you are on yourself, the tougher life will be on you."

is this true?

Talk Is Talk

i just recollected viewing the clip
where i saved it in my phone
it's about alex giving o malley a piece of his mind

"a man would move on
but you
you mop around like a dog waiting to get kick"

i need to take a leaf out of that

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Phelps came and went
captivated me, no less
since Athens, Mel 07
you know a god when you see one
you think about the mind games he have to play
i need to take a leaf out of that

and you know when bloomberg reported about our ludicrous extra bonus for the silver medal holders, and comparing to phelps (half a mill USD?), you know we are really paying something

jo said she's suffering from non swimming syndrome
how can we all , ex swimmers, not?
people wax lyrical of how well done he did
and mr bolt of track came to a close 2nd in terms of performance
big ups to usain bolt
taking celebratedness performance to the next level
he's just got that little charm where it never fails to work
3 world records
the twin medal 100m + 200m
really something

but people dont know
how difficult and absurd is to break a record in the pool
and, what, 7?
8 gold?
people need to understand it's equally difficult per medal for medal
track vs swim

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oh yea, i lost my ralph lauren polo
so what the flying fuck now
move on

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I realise how bad my chinese is
when i went to hainan to give training
but it all isn't that bad afterall
the in and out communication
serves up the goodness

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im heading to thailand for reservist
told aaron im a 'uncomfy junkie'
sure i / we all dont like landing ourselves in difficult positions
but i realised
subconsciously
im wanting what i dont want

that's supposed to be good for me, right?

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Im leaving the business
for what seemed to be a long hiatus
i guess i need to give up a big part of something
to embark on my next challenge

STUDY

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"love, you dont seemed to have time to date."

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what pretty much captivated me all these while
is how the human is able to dangle the impossible
and trying to reach it

but what drives you?

every morning i get a speed train of thoughts
running over my mind
like a fucking awesome rail wheels
on a fucking lousy track
yea, the thoughts are the wheels
and my poor soul / mind is thy track
runneth over
and done with

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understand this
or forever hold your peace, my dear


"In business, words are words, explanations are explanations, promises are promises

but

only performance is reality."

mourn.

STRANGE LATELY

especially sat, sun, mon
i had a bout of rashes on sunday night
and i woke up having this back frame pain, breathe shit
and i feel weird
physically, weird
is it the loss of the christos
that i felt like i woke up, soulless.
the drive to push my goals kinda got scattered
and i came to office pretty stunned
im feeling fucking empty

empty empty

BROWN & WILLIANSON TOBACCO

KEEPING SMOKERS ADDICTED

I'm reading up on this case now
relates about marketing and it's social responsibilities
US FDA launched a war in 94 against this social ill marketeer
so what should be the ultimate force in deciding?

I'm am doing an online biz
but how am i connected to the ethical aspect
for a long while, i do not care about the what-haves-should-nots
afterall, inflation comes, people have the spending power
they should, at large, regulate their own actions, and do their own filtering

WHICH BRINGS ME TO A PERTINENT QUESTION

in doing one's own business
how do we coincide one's personal and business goals?
in Aaron's case, i have fetch this concept too many a times
i constantly asked what would be my personal goals in the mini biz
and goal check periodically : have it been changed?
with luck, i didn't manage to probe much into the enterprise growth
and it's managing to stay on boat
(or is it?)

i need to read read read
this motherfucker disciple is small no less
but it's a perfect platform to exercise the tricks and wisdom no less
hey, it's idiot proof that it sails easily, and it will sink easily
now if you don't apply, no amount of hard work will turn kittens into lions
fucking adage shit now eh

reconnect.com

i was getting the buzz from TV 'noise'
when i remember one program talking about personal well being in general
i think it was talking about coffee or some shit
then he talks about connection
with oneself
oneself connect with oneself

nowadays im using my lappie at home
cos the home PC is just too wacked
and i dont have beats or music in the lappie
so i switch on the tv just to have some noise
in my life, in general
i dont have, like, personal time
let alone, from above, some quiet time where i have time to just, think.
i think these only time is when i'm on the plane
scooting from one end to another
but im a sucker for flight entertainment
the one time i really did some search on my messy life
was that kuantan trip

so, about reconnection
i truly believe now
whenever i can, i should just shut off everything
and just ask myself questions
i think i have a good grip of my prospects
of what i wanna do

ok
walk the talk
i get it.

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CHRISTOS, LOST

my mastermind christo
some motherfuckers stole it
and it just have to take one time where i left it outside

I am fucking fucking sad.

getting clearer by the day

the vision, that is
that i think im getting a control of things
i am walking more of the talk
and i wanna do more
i wanna read

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yesterday i had a night out with the peeps
i wanted to shut the fuck up for once
but i still talk and talk
but i mentioned it makes me feel apprehensive
so why not (at times la)
so i can fucking run the talk
but still
better keep the mouth shut

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im a fan of that toro guy which did pan's labyrinth
his creatures are so fabulistic fabulous
so i then realised he did hellboy
the main hell boy didnt catch me and my asthetic nerve
maybe the japanese-ish hair only?
everything else was pretty normal
MIB blah blah
but what really enticed me was the creatures
the abe sapian guy
and of cos fucking beautiful creature salma blair or something
and that german sword welding guy
im in love wit that suit
see, i AM a fan of daft punk



its that helmet, really.

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i caught a buncha bozos fluanting their street wares out in the streets in cine sat AM time
man, you think about this fucking farce
these kiddos, they are kidding, right?
head to toe : >1k?
they didnt know they are facing THE motherfucking disciple himself lol

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it felt weird when somebody is sharing the room with you again, and she's asleep
felt like me anf gareth in the room
i had to dim the lights
ear the phones
and, yea,

shut the fuck up

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"Do or do not - There is no try. " - Master Yoda

Adage

i came through a mail a honey bun sent me
so fuckin' apt

"Doing good work in (insert your company name)
is like shitting in your dark pants.
You get a warm feeling
but nobody takes notice"

let's not jump

if i can fight and find and wait what i like to do
why can't i fight and find and wait who i like to like?

the waters is infested, my friend.

ok not bad did some shit today

some shit as in those shit
that priority shit
and as i was looking for a particular guy
(speaking of which, in any case anyone knows Zack from hall 8, drop me a buzz willya?)
so i ringed up several of contacts
it was good
old buddies were revived
wait, they were not fucking dead anyway
so "how are you?"
my dear fly boys and girls who followed me all fucking NATO will know its been a long journey
so fucking long i didnt wanna explain
so fucking disturbed, that i dont wanna preach
but this right here now
ima stop going preaching and not practising
its so fucking embarrassing to say the least
so no more fucking NATO disciple

peace.

as i recall

as i recall
it was pretty shitty before the roadshow
it was even more shitty during the roadshow
the cards were shuffled to be dealt when i was back

ROADSHOW

I learned so much
for the good and for the bad
from the people travelling with me
and the people i met during the travels
that man is a PR pro
take a leaf from him, i should
but disappointed i was at times
but fuck it
life's lessons
now i dont even feel like drafting the complain letter to air phillippines
i was just glad i missed the typhoon

CONSANGUINE

all in all
i think i am glad
i think what is worth sad is the promises and words said to the public
funnily is how i tried to even comprehend that this was gonna work
i checked with the doctor
i did what i was supposed to
gah, i knew already what the doctor was gonna tell me
about that, i think i know more!
but its gonna be so tedious
i think the bulk of the future we will be worrying and scratching our heads
so when this time, things doesnt go my way
i say the puzzle was pieced together for the better future for us

thank you for everything :)

THE RETURN

everything seemed so fuzzy when i returned to office
i got the new lappie
and someone seemed to be more tolerant of me
yea, i am now able to achieve a certain something
(man this fucking sucks that i cant pen out when i think someones may be reading)
but that ain gon stop me from achieving "MY SPACE"

NEED TO MENTION

is that someone
yes, you.
part time, full time, i dont really care
thanks for being there when i need someone
and taking me to pig out
i said its awesome, it was awesome
the warmth was good too

THE FUTURE

i am gaining strength on certain stuff
take that friend of diezepang
take that TIPPING POINT of mine
im gon view it with a motherfucking +

FUCKING RESERVIST!

fucking first blood goes to thailand
fucking 2 jabs at the same time
fucking no comrades today
fucking hope everything is gon be AOK

EPISODE OF THE MONTH

girls gone wild - wildest bar in america
and you thought this show was getting boring

: (

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

let's see

i kinda expected i slept through the weekend
maybe cos of the home calls and disturbances, i didnt really get some good rest
6 hours?
whatever happened to the need to sleep

i was like so deprived of everything close to me during my few weeks of travelling
my skin was dry
i didnt watch my diet
i lived from hotel to hotel
flights to flights
listening to listening
presentations to presentations
training to training
offices to offices
customers to customers
fags to fags
beer to beer
move to move
packing to packing
but im not complaining about the trip
the exposure i think awesome
i learned so much from Brandon
technical ? nah
but he reminds me like a lousier, apt Alan Shore
you just plough through the presentations
and answers to the questions
whether they served the purpose of
ANSWERED
or
TRAINED
or
CONVINCED
you
just plough through
like Alan did those sick closings

Did i mentioned too he had rather a high sense of EQ
well definitely high than the other guy
and he's young, married, kid-ed
have some feeling he's poised to take the reins of the business of the fam

STATE OF DENIAL

speaking of the other guy
yeah probably he is disappointed in me
pulease for fuck sake
i too am
that fucking email i think took one big slice of the cake
that motherfucker
give me a break man
disappointed?
"he only have friends in Pe****?"
looks whos talking now
i worked so hard during the trips
emails sent like after 1 am
and all i get is 'disappointed'
K is right
the coy doesnt know how to retain people
people dont care about how hard you work
or the shit you take

PERSONAL

its time to face, and solve the problem
love it or hate it
i have to do it
for better or for worse

a small being in a fuckin' big suite

and i fuckin' miss her.

probably

its one of those periods
when you feel down
things happen and just hurried by you
without giving you a chance to even find out
what the fuck was wrong
my heart is beating fast
the pills making me drop shit
im thirsty as shit
i need to sleep
and no im not stoned on jackshit
they didnt let me donate blood that time
and i felt like a fucking unwanted

clever

now you know

I wanted to post something kinda un-raveling about someone who is shitting me all over since along time ago
the source of my problem
THE source
i was typing
and i realised i cant write here
+ a whole ton of shit
now you now why i have Djehuty

where the juice's at

i think
therefore
i am

lost in transition

the transition from being lost
and being able to see the light
i was on a telling trip in march to malaysia
took alot of time on my own to filter things through
i think i got like used to stoned in he bathtub
no alcohol
just the heat from the shower
and some loads of fags

i even written this long ass entry for my personal space
and now is a few days to June
and I haven't convey-ed it into a txt file
let alone to Djehuty
I know i'm a shit assed procrastinator
but i didnt know im that bad

i cant remember what i wanna write here in this public domain
i think public writing aint no thing for me
see, i have tons of secrets
and tons of things i cant say aloud
let alone write aloud
i was checking shit out yesterday
when i saw a certain someone
a certain somebui
then it kinda came back a little
but it was all good
all fake
on the hindsight of shit
it was fucking impossible shit

i didnt update this blog often
no much more than Djehuty
whats the idea of blogging?
i told nat i aint no for the idea
about sharing my everyday life with readers
not that i have anything share anyway
not like i opened my own REED SPACE
my own lifestyle company
my own events firm
fuck
i dont even take pictures when i go out

i forgot how they say i was a splendid writer last time
now im writing in spurts
it works for me
no twist no turns
and i have hell lotsa shit in djehuty
dude, it IS stinky ol' fucking shit

and then i went to Europe 2nd time round
the feeling was awesome
its like
my nokia days were just like, last week?
i still recalled the very first day i sleep in europhaus
you see, from god knows when i have been visiting home on weekends
weekdays im either in school
or in camp
so i thought, like, fri catching a fucking flight back to sg
have a dinner
stone in front of tv
sun night fly back to germany
dude that was a good dream
twisted, but good
so back to europe part II
i dropped at zurich sunday morning AFUCKINGAIN
fucking ghost town
walked the bahnhoff strasse
etcetc
but hey
this time i aint no staying no shit hostel aii?
i aint munching on no french loaves this time
and i was kinda blessed to have my good friend with me
a new good friend
a good new friend

speaking of which
i talked to a certain someguy
first up he issued me some law issues
some heads up about 9ht D
(yea you cant google shit now!)
and we talked
about doing our own reed space
boy this dream i thought was dormant
i thought im at most gon do some mini biz shit
but he sparked what is deemed to be
destined shit to me

DESIGN
FASHION
LIFESTYLE
SPACE
EVENTS
BEAUTIFUL
CHICKS ;)

im gonna holla him up when i can
whaddup dan

(yeah fuck you michael
fuck you too cand haha)

so what lies ahead?
i dont even feel like writing here anymore
for my kids?
for my friends?
for my .....
...

J.M over mind

AMAZING WEEK

totally amazing
amazing discovery
on how i can procrastinate the things to do
yea WHEELS SET IN MOTION yesterday
im a standby what i said
last week was crazy
so slack kinda had some spare time
and i sloshed it on WHATEVER and ANYTHING
meaning not on my list of
thing to do to make it under 30
yea don't laugh i have one
so with Jessica in the ipod and mind
you know yer boy is gon be ridin good
let's start with the catching up of sleep
and the downing of faggys

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ok germany and zurich beckons
playboys and ciggies, anyone?

ZOCK ON

BAPE was never a cool label for me
till i met her....
JM zockin' on



FREQUENT??

so every corporate flyer get this free mag
or only ones who gets shit like
"please arrange to fly to *** in _ days time"
(fill in ridiculously short time)

21th April 08

IAN MICHIBATA WHEELS SET IN MOTION

sumpin

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LOVERPOOL 5 : 3 ARSEANAL
never felt redder
penalty or not?
we dont fuckin care!
you guys shlda caught phil thompson in star sports
crazy old hat haha

re up

re up like so many a times
still it's serving like an apt title for a post like this

I've been travelling like mad for the past month
this kinda traveling, i dont fuckin want
getting stoned in the tub wit the fags
checking emails like theres no forever
come to think of it bedtime was quite ok
when i head for business trip, i am able to follow the doctor's advice
of TOTAL silence
and TOTAL darkness
this is the optimal sleep shit
gives you the best quality
so even i get like 4, 5 hours
i get the full 4, 5 hours
unlike when i get home
and im handling 9th and some dumbassed customers
i sleep like 4 ish hours
i get like 3 ish of quality rest

So i was tellin alotta people
that im really fuckin afraid the lack of sleep is gonna make me dumb
like suck my already drained brain juice out
but fuck
one day we only have 24 hours
and i dont even have time on my own
like getting stoned on tv
or surf the net
or sleep
or just getting stoned over a fag and a beer
or... any fuckin thing!
after work, i do 9th
yesyes sure i can feel somehow the $shizzie$ is moving in
but i need to shift my attention towards to greater good of my life
see there's the stock market waiting for me to do good
there's a greater job waiting for me to be at
and most importantly, there's someone waiting for me (i hope haha)
so now 9th x 4 is almost done
it's time for me to re-org and start to tidy up

i need to freshen up first by getting enough sleep
I ain no superman and the money earned, compared as a benefit margin, is small to nuts

lets see what else
oh yes, fengshui is the new magic
anyone into the FS game can hook me up

As you guys probably know im heading to deutschland again
this time for business
im kinda dead to these flying thingys
so i dont really give a shit
but what gave me the high is LT and girls planned to go US of A, and Japan (!) to get sumpin sumpin
man... japan...
my brothers and sisters know how much the fashion people waiting for me
plus say i fly SG-ZURICH-US-ZURICH-SG
i can save a ton as compared to SG-US-SG
plus they opening up the airways from EU to US
everything is pushing me to go
everything less a certain someone
but that means giving up visiting roppongi

lets see what else
im getting back into the runs
and the waterpolos
so im a keep my head up
and focused

mad love to the people around me
appreciate it
cartier love
no less
with me

LZR

Swimming: Nothing wrong with LZR Racer swimsuit, insists FINA

PARIS : Olympic swimming records are set to tumble in Beijing this summer after the International Swimming Ferderation (FINA) insisted there is no evidence Speedo's LZR Racer suit gives swimmers an unfair advantage.

Since the ultra-streamlined LZR Racer Suit was launched in February, 18 of the 19 world records broken have gone to athletes wearing the state-of-the-art suit, but FINA insist it does not give swimmers an extra advantage.

Both the Italian and Canadian swimming federations banned their athletes from wearing the suit during their separate recent Olympic trials.

"FINA is always willing to examine issues in connection with the swimsuit approval," the governing body said in an official statement.

"However, to the best of our knowledge, there is no objective scientific evidence on the alleged buoyancy advantage provided by the Speedo LZR Racer or any other swimsuit approved by FINA.

"We underline that at FINA competitions, the rule GR 5.6 - 'the manufacturers must ensure that the approved new swimsuit will be available for all competitors' - will apply."

With American Michael Phelps, who picked up eight gold medals at the Athens Olympics, and the Australian swimming team set to wear the LZR Racer in Beijing, records look set to tumble.

FINA will meet with manufacturers on April 12 at this weekend's Short-Course World Swimming Championships in Manchester, England, to discuss the issue.

The meeting has been called by FINA to "review and update, if considered necessary, the procedure and requirements for swimwear approval". - AFP/de

I can't help

but to share my all time webby
after my IPPT it's time to rot

FXCUISINE

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about me?
bit crazy for the past month
in my mind
updates soon

money over bitches

This is mad shit
Martin Margiela car cover
yea park your beemer wit this shit
and when bird poo comes along knocking
that when you get high

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RECENTLY

can't remember
i think one downside to my lack of sleep is memory failure
i thought it hath gotten quite bad
but at least it didnt turn out to be

Flying flying flying
china malaysia thailand germany japan(?)
fuck that shit
im tired of staying in hotels
and doing emails after 12am
as if giving presentations in day time wasn't enough

yea i must walk the talk
procrastination is one rope tying me down
cliche time
cut out all motivation effects paste those shit in front of me
think high look at best

I'm thinking of taking an MBA
financial engineering? nah
CF fuckin A? NAH
stock advice from SHIFU K2? yes
time management ? yes

last year im 3 sec from getting a silver + 200
yesterday im 5 sec
there's a reason why they increase your cat status

"GIC locks your CPF cos they forsees this bear run"
ORLY.

yes, ministry of home affairs in funny
asking your staff to investigate you and form 1/3 of the inquiry team
it's like asking NKF ka kia to investigate NKF

memory lane

one of most mind boggling things
that prolly will boggle me to my grave
will be whatever that hath happen to me and M
one some friend send me a link
to chance upon that lost friend
has it been 8 years already?

ke xi

i felt a little wasted
when i sold off my last pair of
this



and this



especially so for Kiss of Death
i aint into this shoe
till G man brought it in
im contemplating about owning it
but as of now it left the stock room
nah i'll just have my hockneys eh

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DANG
the japanese girl in amazing race asia 2
of the brother and sister team
IS HOT

Universal Truths

1) Triangular sandwiches taste better than square ones.
2) At the end of every party there is always a girl crying.
3) One of the most awkward things that can happen in a pub is when your pint-to-toilet cycle gets synchronised with a complete stranger.
4) You've never quite sure whether it's ok to eat green crisps.
5) Everyone who grew up in the 80's has entered the digits 55378008 into a calculator.
6) Reading when you're drunk is horrible.
7) Sharpening a pencil with a knife makes you feel really manly.
8) You're never quite sure whether it's against the law or not to have a fire in your back garden.
10) Nobody ever dares make cup-a-soup in a bowl.
11) You never know where to look when eating a banana.
12) Its impossible to describe the smell of a wet cat.
13) Prodding a fire with a stick makes you feel manly.
14) Rummaging in an overgrown garden will always turn up a bouncy ball.
15) You always feel a bit scared when stroking horses.
16) Everyone always remembers the day a dog ran into your school.
17) The most embarrassing thing you can do as schoolchild is to call your teacher mum or dad.
18) The smaller the monkey the more it looks like it would kill you at the first given opportunity.
19) Some days you see lots of people on crutches.
20) Every man has at some stage while taking a pee flushed half way through and then raced against the flush.
21) Old women with mobile phones look wrong!
22) Its impossible to look cool while picking up a Frisbee.
23) Driving through a tunnel makes you feel excited.
24) You never ever run out of salt.
25) Old ladies can eat more than you think.
26) You can't respect a man who carries a dog.
27) There's no panic like the panic you momentarily feel when you've got your hand or head stuck in something.
28) No one knows the origins of their metal coat hangers.
29) Despite constant warning, you have never met anybody who has had their arm broken by a swan.
30) The most painful household incident is wearing socks and stepping on an upturned plug.
31) People who don't drive slam car doors too hard.
32) You've turned into your dad the day you put aside a thin piece of wood specifically to stir paint with.
33) Everyone had an uncle who tried to steal their nose.
34) Bricks are horrible to carry.
35) In every plate of chips there is a bad chip.

Lunar 2008 whaddup

first word into the rat year
again im missing spending CNY in singapore
i missed the build up to it as well
somehow im not hearing the new year ringing music
plus work main and side was overwhelming
meeting and dealing took the toil on me
im looking at the profit
aint too shabby aint too good
so should i diversify?
hell yea i should
first blood is to finish the BOOK
plus the other guy is in norway
while i think of someway to explode back 8th+1 into the scene
one of the things im still in it
is cos i get shit like im a hype genius
marketing genius
yaya dont spill crap on me when you dont know what im doing
you hear of the late night toils
meeting and dealing toils
entertaining STUPID questions
meeting STUPID fuckers at times
kinda make you think whether your share of the profit is worth it
the total NET aint that much in the first place!

so the partner is in norway
and i need some time to sort my life out
its been pulled so scattered away before the new year
i hardly got time to THINK of the simplest things
i wanted time in china to figure things out
the 2 most important issues in my life now
might as well be the 2 of the most important issues that my life will face
i just need time before i sleep, time on the coach, time on the plane
but as i go into these modus, i fall asleep
dont fucking underestimate the power of sleep
i use to think i own that sorry ass
but now its depriving me of my memory
so is caffinee
so now i think i got some time to figure things out
and i must
before everything is too late

THE GOOD THE BAD THE UGLY
tend to happen to me in form of memorable
like the SHIT mishap that happen in GUILIN
yea SHIT like that must happen huh haha
well there's a first to everything
i choose to shine the beneficial light on it
and it shall very well be

Guilin, Guangxi