The Child, The Rebel, The Soldier.

;)

2009-12-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

sorry

2009-11-13T00:40:00.001+08:00

i don't think i can do it anymore...

seriously

2009-11-12T21:54:00.001+08:00

can't believe it.

Beyotch

2009-11-08T18:56:00.005+08:00

finally
lay my hands on this 360 gem
so far so impressive
evolved from DMC
1 up for the ladies

re up

2009-11-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

havent got a proper write since many moons back to here
its all alive and well
now that im writing
feel an itch to start writing on jehuty as well
been putting off
fucking procrastinator

THE IMPACT

so i really felt it this time
was it that bad that time?
YJ time?
i dont think so right?
i mean
that time its fixed
but this time
its so weird
i couldnt sleep that night
it was thumping so fucking hard that i almost dived into cardiac arrest
dont remember feeling so fucked before
so its a big deal
and now its still a big deal
just need to reconcile the fact
that maybe things are not gonna be the same anymore
we'll see
im trying my best

RESERVIST

its good aint it
i like it
good time to draw back and hit the switch
particularly friday
was all good

MANAGEMENT TRAINEE

just need to realise
it supposed to be a big job
and I NEED TO KNOW ITS STILL A BIG JOB
when all else doesnt indicate
i must make it known to myself

J

its always this letter aint it?

# 4.

2009-09-17T00:30:00.001+08:00

Complex has the lowdown on the top 100 sneakers of 200x
check it at HERE
Proud to hold the truly at #4.

Season 7

2009-05-24T16:26:00.001+08:00

back to the good old days baby...

Planet Terror is fun!

2009-05-02T19:38:00.002+08:00

PS:

BILY...

B.

2009-03-05T22:55:00.003+08:00

Spidy,

2009-01-15T01:51:00.001+08:00

"You will always be my baby." - Mariah Carey, i think.

Review review

2008-12-08T20:13:00.004+08:00

PICTURES PURELY RANDOM
PURELY TO ADD COLOR, AS REQUESTED

"Things that matter most must not be at the mercy of things which matter least." -- Goeth

"Writing distills, crystalises, and clarifies thought and helps break the whole into parts" -- I can't remember

Let's see
after that eventful night
as always
my mind is scattered with so much spots of thoughts
imagine Bill Paxton throws these spots of paint in your house
and you are to (after all, it's your fuckin house?) finish painting
and prior to finish
i need to get my head straight

this blog remains a joke at best
i remember how / why do I wanna maintain this blog
is for the progenies of the future
to see this madcap of a senior RANTS and RANTS
what is YOUR purpose of writing
Djehuty is where my REAL JUICE flows
where my deep dark sick (insert related work) writings pent up
and where my thoughts crystalizes into form

oh yes, eventful night
see the problem with me writing
is I get the town so excited with burning posts and bits and slices of me life to write
and after a while, I get bored
NEVERFUCKINTHELESS
im never a person who shares
what did i

wear
do
fuck
manhandle

today

I totally totally get those people
who writes with an agenda
and to get things across
READ : YAWNING BREAD
and i totally get instanpundit
who is one fuck good job of a blog
and many fucking more
did i mentioned jessica michibata?
but the many of you
who asked me. why did not i update my blog
and what have i been up to.
i am sorry

as mentioned
i used to keep a hard old school journal
where i penned down many of my thoughts / poems / ideas / drawings / logos / etc
and i figured
where not jump onto the bandwagon
blogger / internet writing is never the safe place to write your deep personal stuff
well
i just do, aight?
i dont fuck care
so i still look for that certain individual
be it it's you
or you
to really open up Djehuty
to know me as a whole
not as Bill Paxton
who scatters some fucking spots of paint

Let's see
yes, eventful night
lotsa things to do
to review
to follow up
to remember NOT TO FOLLOW
to serve as a benchmark for me to follow / not to follow
E to the J
and there's V

(see what i fucking meant? lol)

+

On another note
Prodigy is heading to town
you feel like these electronic big boys
once delisted from the A list
will come to fort canning and perform
but what about those rap shit?
i cant pull out names of B listers Bboys and rapshit
ICE CUBE?
yada

+

LOVE LOCKDOWN
is kinda like a mix raggae jamican kinda shit from the man Kanye
i dont get it this time

+

DISCIPLE

headache headache!

+

"so what do you really like in her?"
am i supposed to explore these kinda old school mindfuck questions now?

+

I just cleared up and deleted some blogs
and not do the whole "so let's see what you wrote today"
its good to hear some cleansing at times
its like a fucking breath of fresh puff
i thank her very much for pointing out
i was livid when i heard shit
but deep down you know you fucking deserve this shit
so I have told myself so many times
hang out with the correct people at the correct time, at the most pleasure experience of your convenience

Remember

2008-12-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

that this is so wrong.
this is so fucking wrong.

Modus Operandi,

2008-12-01T14:11:00.004+08:00

Alas, who am I to waste time now?
my palpitations are back
time is passing ever faster then ever
so many decisions to make in such minimal time
and there's still, her.

her, upon receiving that chain of smses on sunday
I, turned a rough shell on the heart
her, upon my deeds
I, will pursue as required

hopefully.

On the previous related
I am humbled by the presence of such words
and I take a backseat for i truly deserved of such laments
we always should love first of a kind comment
and seek to change the source generator of it
halt the change by thyself
and shalt be it who altrustically modifies

My apologies, and/but, regret, is for you, and for swear at sight.

I am sorry.

"Scarcely any degree of judgment is sufficient to restrain the imagination from magnifying that on which it is long detained" - Samuel Johnson

so do i...

2008-11-30T02:18:00.003+08:00

...continue to wait?
did i really think it's gonna be a match this time?
all factors being considered as per Djehuty
as per DP mentioned to me
i was just gonna throw all these red tapes out
but i guess they ARE red tapes for a fucking reason.

bad day.

Mode Check

2008-11-29T18:49:00.002+08:00

Utterly utterly disappointed to hear such stuff coming out from you.
Such hurting hurting accusations.
Such, is the wrath of the woman.

I remember.

2008-11-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

I remember once upon a university time
i was such a armchair critic over general politics
and yj and C was incessantly worried that my mouth will land me into troubled waters somehow (funny)
and as I stepped out of the study zone
i was thrown into the cauldron
and somehow I grew nonchalant generally about the politcol protocol
till i realised
i might have became one of them

these one of them lauds to the community that they are a group of ordinary citizens who cannot do anything much, and has cease fire to concentrate to, be rich, for instance.
strange but true, the administration in power hath somehow worked ITS way around to achieve IT'S goal, silence is golden.
the recent BKK airport case for instance
did we at least sit down and dissect the broadcast?
yes jane off the streets will say
"man, what the fuck are these people thinking man
creating chaos
making travels inaccessible
safety compromised
etc"
TODAY mentioned DAP will pay surely for the inconvenience caused

is protest good? or bad?
the very word protest strikes the fear bone in us
and we go
oh no no
protest for fuck?
we got nothing better to do?
land our sweet ass into sour soup?
look at ERP
i have not seen / heard a single joe off the streets that he is happy with the system
but why are we not putting our hands where our mouth is?
that is cos protest = chaos
protest != avenue for rights to be lauded

janes and joes off the street seemed to be in general support of the party in power
albeit the sporadic complaints
cos in essecnse, they do give you the safeguard feel
with great help from MSM
oh yeah
we go
ah, fuck it, just mind our own business?

+

political change must come from WITHIN pap?
2 party govt not suitable for singapore cos we dont have enough talent?
dude, what are you saying man?

+

are singaporeans ready for a non chinese PM?
dude, do WE have a choice? you really meant it?

+

word.

2008-11-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

超喜歡.

word

2008-11-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

fucking tiff dunks shouldn't be used for football!

Re Up : New Era

2008-11-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

TICK TOCK

Ever since I came back from the roadshow
i was back into the LOST ways
was bumming around till recently
i realised
the clock is ticking down fuckin loudly as none ever before!

Hello? buck up?

AGENTS J

driving me mad by the day min sec hour
... in a nice nice way ;)

RECESSION PROOF

fuckin specialists who can cater to the consumer market
i was everyday harping
the door to a happy ian
is the consumer daily needs market
perserve, please.

XEROX

disappointed.

LIFE IN GENERAL

picking up, tad.

AGENTS J

oh, mentioned already!

TICK TOCK

refuckinmember!

the heart is heavy

2008-11-11T23:19:00.002+08:00

again.
but i will not
write about the things that trigger things
cos i am afraid
when i look back
i will smile
a wrong emotion-ed tagged smile
then i will have to delete this fucking post
and that fucking post

happiness chooses you, not the other way round.

2008-11-10T00:25:00.004+08:00

THE ATTRACTION

the people who know me
know that pursues were never divulged till they are pursued
no i do not (as usual) have a good feeling about this
but it keeps my spirit running for a few days
haven't it already?
what have i done?
what can i do?
pertinent questions
trailing back
let's see
i think only indon (x2??) kept my wild wild?
and this time
i wanna have the responsibility
i am calm
at the same time, excited
at the same time, 'nah'

but
like Djehuty said
for the longest longest while
i was truly truly happy
even though it was fleeting
it was, like, 3 mins?
yeah, it was extended to, like, 20 min
so i think i was revived that very moment
that, hope, still exist

+

DUDE, WHERE'S YOUR CAR?

speaking of hope
come change
i have seen people waxing lyrical about Obama's ascend
HOPE
CHANGE
AWESOME
then i go on to ask them
what change are you expecting?
what kinda transition do you wanna see?
a coloured leadership?
are you talking about Crats' stance on fiscal trade to asia?
are you talking about an (or the?) end to the civil movement?
are you talking about the very romance of the country's transforming it's virtues?
are you talking about his threading of strongline globalization and trade?
or the rebellion against the common good of democrats?

I for sure, am interested on how is the O going to kick in the very mentioned changes that was over and over literated / plastered over the news
but i just wished that people can know of the change, before clamoring about
CHANGE HAS COME

anyways, the speech was mellifluous as per usual
Coens got it spot on
NO COUNTRY FOR OLD MEN!

+

letter of the day

J

occupation of the day

TARZ

The Forbidden Line.

2008-11-08T02:12:00.000+08:00

Did I crossed it?

He is the new BLACK.

2008-11-05T16:18:00.002+08:00

Quote

2008-10-25T22:31:00.001+08:00

"You think her family could be dysfunctional
while your family is dysfunctional"

Officially,

2008-10-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

I think I have fallen for Jehuty.

17th Oct
19:14 (IP phone)

Re Up

2008-10-16T13:08:00.005+08:00

DAMIEN : GRAPHITE

MARAHASHI : NEW SERIES

MISSED.

COOL!!!

POSTPONED.

TEACHERS
EDUCATE
STUDENT
ROMANCE
LOVE
STUDENT
TEACHER
RELATIONSHIP

ME.

Dorothy Tang Lomo Diana Camera

she said.

2008-10-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

random

2008-10-09T15:06:00.004+08:00

C.A.P Xerox

fingers crossed.

+

some folks are going Japan
i'm not going
I should be happy
but what wee said was correct
you are supposed to show some good and THEN you are good to go
otherwise, well...
suddenly, i ... feel small.

+

~~i wanted to blog about this one thing but i forgot~~

Take Care, Ah Jek

I grown up seeing you at my houseside
Struck me as a respectable man

You are smiling, I can see.

Send my regards, :)

need to

2008-10-07T09:44:00.000+08:00

bitch get off me.

Time and Again

2008-10-03T14:12:00.001+08:00

I have repeatedly visioned
that among my difficulties and struggles
i will reach my limit

and morph into a fucking Dragonball Super Saiyan
with the hair going 'pop' from black to golden.

Lessons

2008-09-07T01:40:00.002+08:00

i couldnt bear to reprimand myself
for not doing 'anything' this few times when i'm free
even the time i would wanna take to review / reflect
i fucking sleep
but hey
its crescendo time
deserved a break?

+

the past few days have been such a whirlwind in camp
I experience some little discomfort in my mind
not sure whether that's the calm before the storm
my boots got stolen
christos, ralph lauren too
and i was sorta immune
and i really would like to apologize for some words said to a very very very important figure of mine
i never should said those kind of words

so lesson taken, take these stress with a tinge of caffeine
dont let this kinda shit fumble you up

+

so you will meet really fascinating people in life
albeit sporadically funny, but still damn fucking makes you puzzled
like the BLUE MAN you will meet in HEAVEN
everything we do is all connected
so you gotta watch it

there's these someones who works in a bank and shit
filtering wealth management
cashing in on some private banking
and yet these someones can just steal off a packet of something
nope im not talking about kleptomanic shit
im talking real fucked EQ and twarted thinking on saving money

theres's these someones
who just stands you up
and with minimal care in the world
just shrugs you off like this
wit some fucked smses
'what ifs'
'should haves'
'wanted to'
fuck gives?

there's these someones
who are filtered off to the top percentile in troop days
you stand there and admire shit AFTERMATH
and stood there pondering pondering...

im too judgmental for my own good
if there's one thing to work on
i should just leave those glasses behind
after all
different strokes different folks
fuck
even venus produce men
you just dont fucking comprehend what's going on with them

+

i wanted to post up a piece on marvel shit
but i remember those days where i pen my hard journal
and i got scattered thought to be jigawed together
and they, after a while, remained jigsaw-ed
so i need to jot jot jot

+

so in a couple of hours im off to a major shit
im just relatively nonchalant about it
fuck gives?

re-up pictorial for the road

2008-09-01T00:24:00.004+08:00

this is by far the highlight of the gambling trip in Macau
easily makes us wanna bring back to SG shores for some shit money making
but we all know
if it ain't easy
it is deezy
crab meat porridge for the road
holla if you need the addy
come on
crab meat fried rice?
SGreans penchant for porridge and crab?

you do the math.

upgrade
this trap never fails to amaze me
join me for the cheer

easily best herbal tea i've tasted
china, really.

THANK YOU

i mean it.
i do.

+

CRESCENDO

it's official
i'm a stress / tough time junkie

Discipline Mercilessly

2008-08-26T11:51:00.001+08:00

"The tougher you are on yourself, the easier life will be on you. The easier you are on yourself, the tougher life will be on you."

is this true?

Talk Is Talk

2008-08-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

i just recollected viewing the clip
where i saved it in my phone
it's about alex giving o malley a piece of his mind

"a man would move on
but you
you mop around like a dog waiting to get kick"

i need to take a leaf out of that

+

Phelps came and went
captivated me, no less
since Athens, Mel 07
you know a god when you see one
you think about the mind games he have to play
i need to take a leaf out of that

and you know when bloomberg reported about our ~~ludicrous~~ extra bonus for the silver medal holders, and comparing to phelps (half a mill USD?), you know we are really paying something

jo said she's suffering from non swimming syndrome
how can we all , ex swimmers, not?
people wax lyrical of how well done he did
and mr bolt of track came to a close 2nd in terms of performance
big ups to usain bolt
taking celebratedness performance to the next level
he's just got that little charm where it never fails to work
3 world records
the twin medal 100m + 200m
really something

but people dont know
how difficult and absurd is to break a record in the pool
and, what, 7?
8 gold?
people need to understand it's equally difficult per medal for medal
track vs swim

+

oh yea, i lost my ralph lauren polo
so what the flying fuck now
move on

+

I realise how bad my chinese is
when i went to hainan to give training
but it all isn't that bad afterall
the in and out communication
serves up the goodness

+

im heading to thailand for reservist
told aaron im a 'uncomfy junkie'
sure i / we all dont like landing ourselves in difficult positions
but i realised
subconsciously
im wanting what i dont want

that's supposed to be good for me, right?

+

Im leaving the business
for what seemed to be a long hiatus
i guess i need to give up a big part of something
to embark on my next challenge

STUDY

+

"love, you dont seemed to have time to date."

+

what pretty much captivated me all these while
is how the human is able to dangle the impossible
and trying to reach it

but what drives you?

every morning i get a speed train of thoughts
running over my mind
like a fucking awesome rail wheels
on a fucking lousy track
yea, the thoughts are the wheels
and my poor soul / mind is thy track
runneth over
and done with

+

understand this
or forever hold your peace, my dear

"In business, words are words, explanations are explanations, promises are promises

but

only performance is reality."

mourn.

2008-08-04T18:38:00.001+08:00

STRANGE LATELY

especially sat, sun, mon
i had a bout of rashes on sunday night
and i woke up having this back frame pain, breathe shit
and i feel weird
physically, weird
is it the loss of the christos
that i felt like i woke up, soulless.
the drive to push my goals kinda got scattered
and i came to office pretty stunned
im feeling fucking empty

empty empty

BROWN & WILLIANSON TOBACCO

KEEPING SMOKERS ADDICTED

I'm reading up on this case now
relates about marketing and it's social responsibilities
US FDA launched a war in 94 against this social ill marketeer
so what should be the ultimate force in deciding?

I'm am doing an online biz
but how am i connected to the ethical aspect
for a long while, i do not care about the what-haves-should-nots
afterall, inflation comes, people have the spending power
they should, at large, regulate their own actions, and do their own filtering

WHICH BRINGS ME TO A PERTINENT QUESTION

in doing one's own business
how do we coincide one's personal and business goals?
in Aaron's case, i have fetch this concept too many a times
i constantly asked what would be my personal goals in the mini biz
and goal check periodically : have it been changed?
with luck, i didn't manage to probe much into the enterprise growth
and it's managing to stay on boat
(or is it?)

i need to read read read
this motherfucker disciple is small no less
but it's a perfect platform to exercise the tricks and wisdom no less
hey, it's idiot proof that it sails easily, and it will sink easily
now if you don't apply, no amount of hard work will turn kittens into lions
fucking adage shit now eh

reconnect.com

2008-08-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

i was getting the buzz from TV 'noise'
when i remember one program talking about personal well being in general
i think it was talking about coffee or some shit
then he talks about connection
with oneself
oneself connect with oneself

nowadays im using my lappie at home
cos the home PC is just too wacked
and i dont have beats or music in the lappie
so i switch on the tv just to have some noise
in my life, in general
i dont have, like, personal time
let alone, from above, some quiet time where i have time to just, think.
i think these only time is when i'm on the plane
scooting from one end to another
but im a sucker for flight entertainment
the one time i really did some search on my messy life
was that kuantan trip

so, about reconnection
i truly believe now
whenever i can, i should just shut off everything
and just ask myself questions
i think i have a good grip of my prospects
of what i wanna do

ok
walk the talk
i get it.

+

CHRISTOS, LOST

my mastermind christo
some motherfuckers stole it
and it just have to take one time where i left it outside

I am fucking fucking sad.

getting clearer by the day

2008-07-21T00:11:00.003+08:00

the vision, that is
that i think im getting a control of things
i am walking more of the talk
and i wanna do more
i wanna read

+

yesterday i had a night out with the peeps
i wanted to shut the fuck up for once
but i still talk and talk
but i mentioned it makes me feel apprehensive
so why not (at times la)
so i can fucking run the talk
but still
better keep the mouth shut

+

im a fan of that toro guy which did pan's labyrinth
his creatures are so fabulistic fabulous
so i then realised he did hellboy
the main hell boy didnt catch me and my asthetic nerve
maybe the japanese-ish hair only?
everything else was pretty normal
MIB blah blah
but what really enticed me was the creatures
the abe sapian guy
and of cos fucking beautiful creature salma blair or something
and that german sword welding guy
im in love wit that suit
see, i AM a fan of daft punk

its that helmet, really.

+

i caught a buncha bozos fluanting their street wares out in the streets in cine sat AM time
man, you think about this fucking farce
these kiddos, they are kidding, right?
head to toe : >1k?
they didnt know they are facing THE motherfucking disciple himself lol

+

it felt weird when somebody is sharing the room with you again, and she's asleep
felt like me anf gareth in the room
i had to dim the lights
ear the phones
and, yea,

shut the fuck up

+

"Do or do not - There is no try. " - Master Yoda

Adage

2008-07-19T01:39:00.003+08:00

i came through a mail a honey bun sent me
so fuckin' apt

"Doing good work in (insert your company name)
is like shitting in your dark pants.
You get a warm feeling
but nobody takes notice"

let's not jump

2008-07-19T01:33:00.002+08:00

if i can fight and find and wait what i like to do
why can't i fight and find and wait who i like to like?

the waters is infested, my friend.

ok not bad did some shit today

2008-07-14T01:02:00.002+08:00

some shit as in those shit
that priority shit
and as i was looking for a particular guy
(speaking of which, in any case anyone knows Zack from hall 8, drop me a buzz willya?)
so i ringed up several of contacts
it was good
old buddies were revived
wait, they were not fucking dead anyway
so "how are you?"
my dear fly boys and girls who followed me all fucking NATO will know its been a long journey
so fucking long i didnt wanna explain
so fucking disturbed, that i dont wanna preach
but this right here now
ima stop going preaching and not practising
its so fucking embarrassing to say the least
so no more fucking NATO disciple

peace.

as i recall

2008-07-13T02:30:00.001+08:00

as i recall
it was pretty shitty before the roadshow
it was even more shitty during the roadshow
the cards were shuffled to be dealt when i was back

ROADSHOW

I learned so much
for the good and for the bad
from the people travelling with me
and the people i met during the travels
that man is a PR pro
take a leaf from him, i should
but disappointed i was at times
but fuck it
life's lessons
now i dont even feel like drafting the complain letter to air phillippines
i was just glad i missed the typhoon

CONSANGUINE

all in all
i think i am glad
i think what is worth sad is the promises and words said to the public
funnily is how i tried to even comprehend that this was gonna work
i checked with the doctor
i did what i was supposed to
gah, i knew already what the doctor was gonna tell me
about that, i think i know more!
but its gonna be so tedious
i think the bulk of the future we will be worrying and scratching our heads
so when this time, things doesnt go my way
i say the puzzle was pieced together for the better future for us

thank you for everything :)

THE RETURN

everything seemed so fuzzy when i returned to office
i got the new lappie
and someone seemed to be more tolerant of me
yea, i am now able to achieve a certain something
(man this fucking sucks that i cant pen out when i think someones may be reading)
but that ain gon stop me from achieving "MY SPACE"

NEED TO MENTION

is that someone
yes, you.
part time, full time, i dont really care
thanks for being there when i need someone
and taking me to pig out
i said its awesome, it was awesome
the warmth was good too

THE FUTURE

i am gaining strength on certain stuff
take that friend of diezepang
take that TIPPING POINT of mine
im gon view it with a motherfucking +

FUCKING RESERVIST!

fucking first blood goes to thailand
fucking 2 jabs at the same time
fucking no comrades today
fucking hope everything is gon be AOK

EPISODE OF THE MONTH

girls gone wild - wildest bar in america
and you thought this show was getting boring

: (

2008-07-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

star billing

2008-06-30T05:07:00.003+08:00

following the adventures of Senor Torres in Euro 08
aren't ya glad his one of us now?

let's see

2008-06-29T13:35:00.003+08:00

i kinda expected i slept through the weekend
maybe cos of the home calls and disturbances, i didnt really get some good rest
6 hours?
whatever happened to the need to sleep

i was like so deprived of everything close to me during my few weeks of travelling
my skin was dry
i didnt watch my diet
i lived from hotel to hotel
flights to flights
listening to listening
presentations to presentations
training to training
offices to offices
customers to customers
fags to fags
beer to beer
move to move
packing to packing
but im not complaining about the trip
the exposure i think awesome
i learned so much from Brandon
technical ? nah
but he reminds me like a lousier, apt Alan Shore
you just plough through the presentations
and answers to the questions
whether they served the purpose of
ANSWERED
or
TRAINED
or
CONVINCED
you
just plough through
like Alan did those sick closings

Did i mentioned too he had rather a high sense of EQ
well definitely high than the other guy
and he's young, married, kid-ed
have some feeling he's poised to take the reins of the business of the fam

STATE OF DENIAL

speaking of the other guy
yeah probably he is disappointed in me
pulease for fuck sake
i too am
that fucking email i think took one big slice of the cake
that motherfucker
give me a break man
disappointed?
"he only have friends in Pe****?"
looks whos talking now
i worked so hard during the trips
emails sent like after 1 am
and all i get is 'disappointed'
K is right
the coy doesnt know how to retain people
people dont care about how hard you work
or the shit you take

PERSONAL

its time to face, and solve the problem
love it or hate it
i have to do it
for better or for worse

a small being in a fuckin' big suite

2008-06-23T00:36:00.000+08:00

and i fuckin' miss her.

the calm befo the storm

2008-06-21T16:38:00.003+08:00

surprising considering i have tons of things to do
and i have a morning flight tommorrow
i actually wanted to update this for a while
since was actually an avenue for me to update to the friends
and maybe to the progenies
speaking of which, having progenies
still a headache
but still we have a direction
its up to me now
(or is it?)

Yea im not the blogging kind
but i do have a personal online diary chucked away
"i would kill to read that"
forget it tony and ann
you would wanna forget me if you read that haha

+

Just like everywhere in europe feels the same
the cities in SEA kinda had the same outfit
ive been jetting around in a biz suit so not holidayish pics
im done with that anyway i realise
so the general feel of manilla open up my eyes by one bit
but in these weekes
i had alot coming in my emails
and work is shit
im overloaded no less
frisbee now is tight in da hands
motherfuckers dont fucking generate force in my arm now

ooohhh the new stick tea
best concoction for a late night stress session

+ +

in a nutshell yesterday

1. domestic flight cancelled
2. flight booked at 4 ish "at not additional cost"
3. add my fucking balls
4. facing at possibility of missing SQ flight to SIN
5. im lazy to go on

basically its like when we're in london
where everything that can go wrong
went wrong
still mark anthony managed to get our pissed arses back to sg

the angry ass is no less appeased on business class

TO THE COLOUR PAGE

i happened to be sorting awhile when saw this
did anyone send me this?
i thought i havent got any pics from red cross love
i was way bad as an emcee this time round
big ups to people roping me in to redeem

this fucking thing works!
i bet this thingy is the hotness now
after endorsed by xiaxue some time back
we would kill to have disciple on her page

i copped this shit when i was in coop, zurich
the ladies there were going gaga over this when it came out of the mart warehouse
the restocking shelve shit
then i got this hell of a cookie
ovaltine encrusted in malt ovaltine paste
fucking A shit

MBS

MGS in MBS
marketing bullshit
but still won my heart over

+ + +

LOVE

im a get this shirt sooner

my baby jessica on glamorous
glamorous
glamorous glamorous

probably

2008-06-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

its one of those periods
when you feel down
things happen and just hurried by you
without giving you a chance to even find out
what the fuck was wrong
my heart is beating fast
the pills making me drop shit
im thirsty as shit
i need to sleep
and no im not stoned on jackshit
they didnt let me donate blood that time
and i felt like a fucking unwanted

clever

2008-05-29T21:46:00.001+08:00

now you know

2008-05-29T17:12:00.003+08:00

I wanted to post something kinda un-raveling about someone who is shitting me all over since along time ago
the source of my problem
THE source
i was typing
and i realised i cant write here
+ a whole ton of shit
now you now why i have Djehuty

where the juice's at

2008-05-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

i think
therefore
i am

Europe at it and again

2008-05-27T22:56:00.005+08:00

i mean
Europe was a special time and place for me
around that era
i experience highs and lows
yea my rich boys and fly girls probably feel me

so when i touched down zurich
it was aaaallllllll good......

how can we do a travel blog / post
without a plane shot
> 10 hours
and they give you a bad ass plane
SQ still da shit
donning on my 5 star rock
and in Givenchy sockies
who gives shit about the 14 hr flight

ZURICH

circa 2006

old school in adidas

circa 2008

circa 2006

circa 2008

no shit aight
i actually remembered hitting on this shot when i reached zurich 06 sunday
what better than at it and again
sunday 08

2006

i was telling my buddy in 06
dude
this shits gonna be hot
onitsuka fever gon represent
and i went to berlin
true to form
sneakerheads were not all SBs and AF1s and vans

2008

ok so i went back to SBs
but zurich 08 didnt

luckily i was only there for a coupla hours
and im off to the hotel
where im supposed to be at
so its off to deutschland

THE HOTEL NEAR TITISEE

so this biz trip is located at this place
these views were taken straight up off the outside of the conference room
and outside of my hotel suite (yea suite) balcony (yea balcony)
i mean
the pictures cant tell even 1 tenth of the peace and tranquility soaked up at this place
dude
how can you hold conference here?
this should be where the good people go after they die aii

I have stayed in hotels all over
where they have magnified mirrors for your blackheads
but dude
this shit is REALLY magnified
like your blackhead
is magnified into one of this big assed pimple
had a ball fucking those blackheads
yea that ring is the mirror

Fenoms.

i had no papers
i had no phone

TITISEE

i did try my best not to make any sexual innuendos to IT

for fucking sure
my f50 cam didnt do justice to this place
to the picturesque sunset, that is
i remember this was, like, 9 ish?
and the blue was slowly but surely surrendering
i dont wanna go into a tirade of book writing language
but i did kinda forgot for a while the stress i was under
for a while

TO BE CONTINUED..........

lost in transition

2008-05-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

the transition from being lost
and being able to see the light
i was on a telling trip in march to malaysia
took alot of time on my own to filter things through
i think i got like used to stoned in he bathtub
no alcohol
just the heat from the shower
and some loads of fags

i even written this long ass entry for my personal space
and now is a few days to June
and I haven't convey-ed it into a txt file
let alone to Djehuty
I know i'm a shit assed procrastinator
but i didnt know im that bad

i cant remember what i wanna write here in this public domain
i think public writing aint no thing for me
see, i have tons of secrets
and tons of things i cant say aloud
let alone write aloud
i was checking shit out yesterday
when i saw a certain someone
a certain somebui
then it kinda came back a little
but it was all good
all fake
on the hindsight of shit
it was fucking impossible shit

i didnt update this blog often
no much more than Djehuty
whats the idea of blogging?
i told nat i aint no for the idea
about sharing my everyday life with readers
not that i have anything share anyway
not like i opened my own REED SPACE
my own lifestyle company
my own events firm
fuck
i dont even take pictures when i go out

i forgot how they say i was a splendid writer last time
now im writing in spurts
it works for me
no twist no turns
and i have hell lotsa shit in djehuty
dude, it IS stinky ol' fucking shit

and then i went to Europe 2nd time round
the feeling was awesome
its like
my nokia days were just like, last week?
i still recalled the very first day i sleep in europhaus
you see, from god knows when i have been visiting home on weekends
weekdays im either in school
or in camp
so i thought, like, fri catching a fucking flight back to sg
have a dinner
stone in front of tv
sun night fly back to germany
dude that was a good dream
twisted, but good
so back to europe part II
i dropped at zurich sunday morning AFUCKINGAIN
fucking ghost town
walked the bahnhoff strasse
etcetc
but hey
this time i aint no staying no shit hostel aii?
i aint munching on no french loaves this time
and i was kinda blessed to have my good friend with me
a new good friend
a good new friend

speaking of which
i talked to a certain someguy
first up he issued me some law issues
some heads up about 9ht D
(yea you cant google shit now!)
and we talked
about doing our own reed space
boy this dream i thought was dormant
i thought im at most gon do some mini biz shit
but he sparked what is deemed to be
destined shit to me

DESIGN
FASHION
LIFESTYLE
SPACE
EVENTS
BEAUTIFUL
CHICKS ;)

im gonna holla him up when i can
whaddup dan

(yeah fuck you michael
fuck you too cand haha)

so what lies ahead?
i dont even feel like writing here anymore
for my kids?
for my friends?
for my .....
...

J.M over mind

2008-04-21T23:38:00.007+08:00

AMAZING WEEK

totally amazing
amazing discovery
on how i can procrastinate the things to do
yea WHEELS SET IN MOTION yesterday
im a standby what i said
last week was crazy
so slack kinda had some spare time
and i sloshed it on WHATEVER and ANYTHING
meaning not on my list of
thing to do to make it under 30
yea don't laugh i have one
so with Jessica in the ipod and mind
you know yer boy is gon be ridin good
let's start with the catching up of sleep
and the downing of faggys

*

ok germany and zurich beckons
playboys and ciggies, anyone?

ZOCK ON

BAPE was never a cool label for me
till i met her....
JM zockin' on

FREQUENT??

so every corporate flyer get this free mag
or only ones who gets shit like
"please arrange to fly to *** in _ days time"
(fill in ridiculously short time)

21th April 08

2008-04-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

IAN MICHIBATA WHEELS SET IN MOTION

sumpin

2008-04-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

*

LOVERPOOL 5 : 3 ARSEANAL
never felt redder
penalty or not?
we dont fuckin care!
you guys shlda caught phil thompson in star sports
crazy old hat haha

re up

2008-04-08T18:19:00.003+08:00

re up like so many a times
still it's serving like an apt title for a post like this

I've been travelling like mad for the past month
this kinda traveling, i dont fuckin want
getting stoned in the tub wit the fags
checking emails like theres no forever
come to think of it bedtime was quite ok
when i head for business trip, i am able to follow the doctor's advice
of TOTAL silence
and TOTAL darkness
this is the optimal sleep shit
gives you the best quality
so even i get like 4, 5 hours
i get the full 4, 5 hours
unlike when i get home
and im handling 9th and some dumbassed customers
i sleep like 4 ish hours
i get like 3 ish of quality rest

So i was tellin alotta people
that im really fuckin afraid the lack of sleep is gonna make me dumb
like suck my already drained brain juice out
but fuck
one day we only have 24 hours
and i dont even have time on my own
like getting stoned on tv
or surf the net
or sleep
or just getting stoned over a fag and a beer
or... any fuckin thing!
after work, i do 9th
yesyes sure i can feel somehow the $shizzie$ is moving in
but i need to shift my attention towards to greater good of my life
see there's the stock market waiting for me to do good
there's a greater job waiting for me to be at
and most importantly, there's someone waiting for me (i hope haha)
so now 9th x 4 is almost done
it's time for me to re-org and start to tidy up

i need to freshen up first by getting enough sleep
I ain no superman and the money earned, compared as a benefit margin, is small to nuts

lets see what else
oh yes, fengshui is the new magic
anyone into the FS game can hook me up

As you guys probably know im heading to deutschland again
this time for business
im kinda dead to these flying thingys
so i dont really give a shit
but what gave me the high is LT and girls planned to go US of A, and Japan (!) to get sumpin sumpin
man... japan...
my brothers and sisters know how much the fashion people waiting for me
plus say i fly SG-ZURICH-US-ZURICH-SG
i can save a ton as compared to SG-US-SG
plus they opening up the airways from EU to US
everything is pushing me to go
everything less a certain someone
but that means giving up visiting roppongi

lets see what else
im getting back into the runs
and the waterpolos
so im a keep my head up
and focused

mad love to the people around me
appreciate it
cartier love
no less
with me

LZR

2008-04-08T09:10:00.003+08:00

Swimming: Nothing wrong with LZR Racer swimsuit, insists FINA

PARIS : Olympic swimming records are set to tumble in Beijing this summer after the International Swimming Ferderation (FINA) insisted there is no evidence Speedo's LZR Racer suit gives swimmers an unfair advantage.

Since the ultra-streamlined LZR Racer Suit was launched in February, 18 of the 19 world records broken have gone to athletes wearing the state-of-the-art suit, but FINA insist it does not give swimmers an extra advantage.

Both the Italian and Canadian swimming federations banned their athletes from wearing the suit during their separate recent Olympic trials.

"FINA is always willing to examine issues in connection with the swimsuit approval," the governing body said in an official statement.

"However, to the best of our knowledge, there is no objective scientific evidence on the alleged buoyancy advantage provided by the Speedo LZR Racer or any other swimsuit approved by FINA.

"We underline that at FINA competitions, the rule GR 5.6 - 'the manufacturers must ensure that the approved new swimsuit will be available for all competitors' - will apply."

With American Michael Phelps, who picked up eight gold medals at the Athens Olympics, and the Australian swimming team set to wear the LZR Racer in Beijing, records look set to tumble.

FINA will meet with manufacturers on April 12 at this weekend's Short-Course World Swimming Championships in Manchester, England, to discuss the issue.

The meeting has been called by FINA to "review and update, if considered necessary, the procedure and requirements for swimwear approval". - AFP/de

I can't help

2008-04-08T00:38:00.003+08:00

but to share my all time webby
after my IPPT it's time to rot

FXCUISINE

*

about me?
bit crazy for the past month
in my mind
updates soon

money over bitches

2008-03-19T11:37:00.003+08:00

This is mad shit
Martin Margiela car cover
yea park your beemer wit this shit
and when bird poo comes along knocking
that when you get high

*

RECENTLY

can't remember
i think one downside to my lack of sleep is memory failure
i thought it hath gotten quite bad
but at least it didnt turn out to be

Flying flying flying
china malaysia thailand germany japan(?)
fuck that shit
im tired of staying in hotels
and doing emails after 12am
as if giving presentations in day time wasn't enough

yea i must walk the talk
procrastination is one rope tying me down
cliche time
cut out all motivation effects paste those shit in front of me
think high look at best

I'm thinking of taking an MBA
financial engineering? nah
CF fuckin A? NAH
stock advice from SHIFU K2? yes
time management ? yes

last year im 3 sec from getting a silver + 200
yesterday im 5 sec
there's a reason why they increase your cat status

"GIC locks your CPF cos they forsees this bear run"
ORLY.

yes, ministry of home affairs in funny
asking your staff to investigate you and form 1/3 of the inquiry team
it's like asking NKF ka kia to investigate NKF

memory lane

2008-02-24T03:14:00.002+08:00

one of most mind boggling things
that prolly will boggle me to my grave
will be whatever that hath happen to me and M
one some friend send me a link
to chance upon that lost friend
has it been 8 years already?

ke xi

2008-02-23T13:26:00.004+08:00

i felt a little wasted
when i sold off my last pair of
this

and this

especially so for Kiss of Death
i aint into this shoe
till G man brought it in
im contemplating about owning it
but as of now it left the stock room
nah i'll just have my hockneys eh

*

DANG
the japanese girl in amazing race asia 2
of the brother and sister team
IS HOT

Universal Truths

2008-02-21T20:21:00.001+08:00

1) Triangular sandwiches taste better than square ones.
2) At the end of every party there is always a girl crying.
3) One of the most awkward things that can happen in a pub is when your pint-to-toilet cycle gets synchronised with a complete stranger.
4) You've never quite sure whether it's ok to eat green crisps.
5) Everyone who grew up in the 80's has entered the digits 55378008 into a calculator.
6) Reading when you're drunk is horrible.
7) Sharpening a pencil with a knife makes you feel really manly.
8) You're never quite sure whether it's against the law or not to have a fire in your back garden.
10) Nobody ever dares make cup-a-soup in a bowl.
11) You never know where to look when eating a banana.
12) Its impossible to describe the smell of a wet cat.
13) Prodding a fire with a stick makes you feel manly.
14) Rummaging in an overgrown garden will always turn up a bouncy ball.
15) You always feel a bit scared when stroking horses.
16) Everyone always remembers the day a dog ran into your school.
17) The most embarrassing thing you can do as schoolchild is to call your teacher mum or dad.
18) The smaller the monkey the more it looks like it would kill you at the first given opportunity.
19) Some days you see lots of people on crutches.
20) Every man has at some stage while taking a pee flushed half way through and then raced against the flush.
21) Old women with mobile phones look wrong!
22) Its impossible to look cool while picking up a Frisbee.
23) Driving through a tunnel makes you feel excited.
24) You never ever run out of salt.
25) Old ladies can eat more than you think.
26) You can't respect a man who carries a dog.
27) There's no panic like the panic you momentarily feel when you've got your hand or head stuck in something.
28) No one knows the origins of their metal coat hangers.
29) Despite constant warning, you have never met anybody who has had their arm broken by a swan.
30) The most painful household incident is wearing socks and stepping on an upturned plug.
31) People who don't drive slam car doors too hard.
32) You've turned into your dad the day you put aside a thin piece of wood specifically to stir paint with.
33) Everyone had an uncle who tried to steal their nose.
34) Bricks are horrible to carry.
35) In every plate of chips there is a bad chip.

Lunar 2008 whaddup

2008-02-19T14:10:00.000+08:00

first word into the rat year
again im missing spending CNY in singapore
i missed the build up to it as well
somehow im not hearing the new year ringing music
plus work main and side was overwhelming
meeting and dealing took the toil on me
im looking at the profit
aint too shabby aint too good
so should i diversify?
hell yea i should
first blood is to finish the BOOK
plus the other guy is in norway
while i think of someway to explode back 8th+1 into the scene
one of the things im still in it
is cos i get shit like im a hype genius
marketing genius
yaya dont spill crap on me when you dont know what im doing
you hear of the late night toils
meeting and dealing toils
entertaining STUPID questions
meeting STUPID fuckers at times
kinda make you think whether your share of the profit is worth it
the total NET aint that much in the first place!

so the partner is in norway
and i need some time to sort my life out
its been pulled so scattered away before the new year
i hardly got time to THINK of the simplest things
i wanted time in china to figure things out
the 2 most important issues in my life now
might as well be the 2 of the most important issues that my life will face
i just need time before i sleep, time on the coach, time on the plane
but as i go into these modus, i fall asleep
dont fucking underestimate the power of sleep
i use to think i own that sorry ass
but now its depriving me of my memory
so is caffinee
so now i think i got some time to figure things out
and i must
before everything is too late

THE GOOD THE BAD THE UGLY
tend to happen to me in form of memorable
like the SHIT mishap that happen in GUILIN
yea SHIT like that must happen huh haha
well there's a first to everything
i choose to shine the beneficial light on it
and it shall very well be

Guilin, Guangxi

2008-02-17T02:18:00.001+08:00

Dear Ian, please arrange to fly to Brunei tomorrow.

2008-01-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

BIG is back

2008-01-27T01:57:00.001+08:00

finally BIG is back
truth be told
there's a dearth of big movies that doesn't disappoint
big like mega production
or 3 hrs flicks
or highly anticipated
i cant even remember what impressionable movies caught a linger in my memory
heres my top few of 07

ratatouille
bourne ultimatum
sicko
grindhouse
the departed

and the award of tops pops 07
AMERICAN GANGSTER

i was equally skeptical and hyped up
over this audaciously proprietorial title
i mean
if you gon name your film with a biggie like that
you gon be OG man
you gon be some original gangster
so i was pretty hyped up when it's title is released
and sure it doesnt disappoint
sure the pivotal point doesn't lie in sicilian crime familes now
denzel took the game to the next level by leaving the crime aside
took the drug trade and monopolize it
it ain no new movie so spoilers yea?
goodfellas and godfather are classics
but this time AG got pretty near to the big boys

NEXT UP

blade runner
3:10 to YUMA
Sweeney Todd

*

one up for non-OST same name album
AMERICAN GANGSTER - Jay-Z
rockafella records
the big player representing the blender game
in a whole new lyrical constant
holla at me if you need a listen ;)

**

i dont mean to be mean to 9th
but i took my survey eye out today
several fashionistas decking on the PLAY cdg tee in town
im wondering
if giordano goes
"GIORDANO - PLAY"
and commes goes
"WORLD WITHOUT STRANGERS - CDG"
what would the effect be?

**

MY MAN

SL flashed me so undeservingly on his msn
im thinking
if i AM really what my impression is to people
i guess i will be ahead now than where i am huh
thing is
i dont know how much i say is i meant

***

free time
don't go.....

DJ Lethal @ MoS

2008-01-26T13:41:00.000+08:00

this guy is from limpbizkit ain't it
when i was a kiddie
i remember old school tunes like
nookie
significant other
rollin
ge-ge-generation
lol
niways
be there aii

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2008-01-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

money over bitches

2008-01-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna nitpick
but stupidity does exist afterall
stupid people who doesnt know substantial logic behind shit that is spewing out of their mouth
dudette, it really ain my problem that your dudette (literally) couldn't fit in XL
if you want PURE DEDICATED customer service, please go buy giordano.
they are making some some mad money out of simple clothes not for nothing
oh yea, english jargons? on me??
hahhaha
take a hike ma'am
go back to your whatever customer service
and preach your nonsense there
dont come running to my kitchen
when you cant take the heat
fuckin nonsensical

*

i think im so gon get screwed by attending basic excel course
hey! i didnt now its basic!

**

breather
last week was so so bad i couldnt get ample sleep
i jog and ran and jog to make up for it
and eat so healthily like i never did before
the is the time to cash in
i must ker-ching
i love cny

***

everybody's like cutting it easy
while im slaving like SHIT
is it just me?

don't make me laugh

2008-01-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

one of the rivals in the biz had launched some fuckin' nonsensical tirade,
either about the ASS guy
or us
or both.
Initially i was kinda irked by the kiddy remarks
not to mentioned about some soddy english used
but after a while
it gets bemusing
fancy a graduate from a reputable uni
resorting to name calling
fuckin lowballer
weird but funny accusations
pulease
look at his website and ours
he doesn't know SHIT about fashion
he doesn't get the hype
he knows nuts about the power of asethetics
marketing prowess?
zlich
resorting to low prices?
hahaha

get real, hater
this is no game for KIDS

product of the day

2008-01-10T18:39:00.001+08:00

disappointed

2008-01-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

lately and today
with 3 things

one is the OPD of 9th
i dont know what to say
maybe it's just me
or maybe its not

another is C
i mean, we are friends for so long
and why cant she tell me is some weird biz
i mean, do i look dumb to her?
and she totally kinda ruined it

last is the letter today
i mean, fucking piece of shits
i feel my tears are so fucking wasted
on that fucker
i dont even a little deserved that letter

random

2008-01-07T11:50:00.000+08:00

I love this quote

"Time is like cleavage; if you squeeze some, you will have some."

*

I'm actually thinking of going into the teaching line.

yes teacher teaching.

*

how the hell did they come out with a word like 'womenonics' ? meaning the economics generated by women, mainly shopping.

re up

2008-01-05T11:07:00.001+08:00

So many things to say
so many things that can be said here
Djehuty whaddup
it's just like 3 days after he came back
and im feeling the jitters
one lil regret during the long holis
is not flipping thru the papers

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So i have decided to try to take another direction in 08 cash ins
sure 9th is out baby and its in me to bring clothes
but high fashion aint possible for the long run
so im starting with the dummy series
and venturing into the world of SS
i mean $$
yea what do i mean?
you and yous will know
I had some wonderful times past few days here
and I hope you do too
yes, you

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So STUPIDITY does exist!
im doing my thing on 9th and i realise that
no im not checking out names
fuckin' blasphemous to do that
but im just rolling
it really does exist!

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See the thing with diamonds and REAL carat shit diamonds is
ultimately and indirectly, how matter indirect is it
it's blood money
even after the kimberly process cert thing is done
please before you cash in for that diamond
ask the origin of that diamond
sure debeers has even renounced and redirected their source of diamonds
but you really think so?
its their BLOOD that is on your finger
go for burkin, muse, bottega, olympe stratus, LV
but leave conflict diamonds out of the picture
what the hell are conflict diamonds?
i learnt em from this french leftist (i believe) in thailand
yea ask your local retailer
ask them whether is it kimberly something something certified
see the thing is
peeps here are just shit boring commoners
marriage means slog, diamond, kneel, cry, institute
on another related note
oil prices hit the 3 digit
and has yet retreated a lil
and sighs, there is such thing as conflict oil
and its by a mile more serious
Iraq war
weakening dollar
causing hedge funds and traders to flee to oil and other commodities as a safe haven
fucking speculators
one interesting theory is
this will somehow push us into a receesion
and push oil prices down by curbing demands
and the cycle goes on
i dont see it as clear too
oh well
i aint no big player
ha

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N's bro is in IOWA
pretty interesting place as Obama heats up the presidential dance floor
dont ask me im just armchair
but please, let thy results be anything but BORING?

*

is L' officiel homme coming to SG?
these SG people are destroying these overseas mags
first arena now now this
what, GQ next?

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i woke up at 620am on a sat
now it's bedtime

homeboys bboys

2008-01-05T10:57:00.000+08:00

bboys from hometown wringing it out with malaysia
nah im too old for this shit already!
whaddup clarence
whaddup WT
holla if you see this

some highs

2007-12-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

mark my words
i'd be sippin hennessy wit this

gold plated tap is peanuts
this is where i take my dump soon

kanye doin his thang

latest supreme collection

excellent site to share

2007-12-27T17:49:00.000+08:00

http://www.investopedia.com/

chillin' like a villian

2007-12-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

im str8 chillin this xmas
cos tha boss is outta town
decision makin' straight ballin' never been so taxing yet relaxing
so im a cherish next few days to come

so i recall last x'mas i was busy healing myself
haha one year back ago wasn't it so so bad aye
friends and fam kinda org this dinner for me at landmark
yea i know they say it ain't for me but i know shit aii?
one year on im stronger
so this time im all the better and wiser
just hit the movie wit some NICE company
and some chillin
so yea please dont watch 'i am legend'
im puttin my guns down ready for some hard dumb 'independence day' ish kinda stuff
yea i see mr will smith hanging ALL alone by himself for most part of the show
i rather be doing resident evil back home

DISCO ROCK

im a sucker for aesthetics
so when i see these kinda wack shit at the airport
thou im not really into vodka
but still
it's one bottle down the bag

DAFT PUNK ALIVE IN TOKYO

i was talkin to TKC on msn
she caught daft punk tour in japan earlier on this month
then i told her she can die peacefully when she does
cos one of THE things to do
is moshpittin DAFT PUNK in TOKYO
god stat in the electronic genre game

I fuckin' love these collab
daft punk wit kanye west
kanye west wit visvim and all jap shit
and all jap streetwear
you know how i love jap wordings and daft and kanye
breathless i say
so much that Bearbrick did homage to them

BACK IN EFFECT

the stocks
keep rollin rollin
while these currently are shit to the rock
holla as we ride on these notice items

Adidas x Neighbourhood

i can't stand this pair lying around
this is such a beauty sight to be behold
enough of all those white adidas with 3 stripe shit
those are common goods
enough too of onitsuka tiger
adidas x NBHD is the realness
this is World Cup 06 limited edition shit
so im a taker if no takers ok
last pair left on 9th
still warmin in the blue box
black is the new black

4

4 means gold
gold means hot
hot means.... im a wear it
3 coming soon too

BUZZING

recognize the killa beez
it's gon swarm in loops
and you recognize the label
introducin D to the H
in stocks now and soon

OVC earphones

nah not selling but using
cop theez whilst for sale
but sound is kinda disappointing to me
but hell, it looks good

LOST AND FOUND

finally found!
it's been sooooo long
whaddup S

CROWN JEWEL

they say candies and gums are bad fer teeth
oh god it's true!
my crown came off wit it
ok this is like so non-interesting
but considering i paid da bomb for it
it worth a mention yo

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niways merry x'mas & mad year ahead!

On Pedder SALE

2007-12-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

xmas sale now on
it's at Taka FYI

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Dear Adeline, see, i DO response to your call for help!

i m b r u . . .

2007-12-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

I really appreciated it

I really do.

LONG POST NEXT

2007-12-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

whaddup BUSY
whaddup nat
whaddup familie
whaddup fenom
whaddup xmas
whaddup peace/ relief for a while at work
whaddup di zhong hai (?)
whaddup devilock x clot x levi 501
whaddup tiffany
whaddup wellness spa
whaddup hongkong

runth in the family?

2007-12-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

what the fuck is wrong with my tear ducts??

377A.....not

2007-12-07T01:08:00.000+08:00

bet it's warm in there
cred : gameaxis

Compelled

2007-12-06T09:33:00.000+08:00

Im coughing my neck off
I ought to quit the fag business
no NOT FAG FAG
but you know
i mean
im lookin at an associé potentiel de vie
and im still misbehavin
MAYBE this is the root of all shit

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SHOOKED

I saw on TV that it's design week this week
the arts the farts the works
its.... all i wanna be with
more than anything else
and so tugging at heartstrings it is
and shit boy am I gonna think about this for a while

**

ALI BABA

no not the stock
but the persons
I would like to think i am one myself
so when I sense a certain old individual trying to ali me
oh god please stop your fuckin nonsense

before i lose touch

2007-12-02T04:06:00.000+08:00

lotsa lotsa stuff
i apologize for the incoherent sporadic outburst of info
if any
so its 406am
I just single handedly settled the activation problems
no longer i wanna whine
its a sign of good things to come

so my comp finally gave way after 4.5 years
has it been that already??
i bought the comp with gareth before hall 11 orientation FOC
had a run of issues with some IRQ fuckshit
install/format/autoshutdown - the works
but i remembered i changed the position of my sound card
like william (?) from superpet told me to
and boy... this stable comp went on on fire for 4.5 years
uni life
viruses and viruses
registry values changed like fuck
programs installed uninstalled like a gillion times
HDD ran like ... god knows how many RPM
good times baby good times
and oh yea it was wit ma boi MR ANG when i was in deutschland
after 8 ish months i couldnt recognise what he did to my comp
(oh yea the weird fanning sound goned after 8 months!)
i did a mini makeover to it and it was back to life and kickin ass
so i was in love wit ma comp again
shifted back from hall life marked a milestone
working as normal is what he does on the regular
upgraded to SYNCMASTER 931BW 19" flat made it orgasmic
and colin came along and re-newed a whole new graphic card
little that i knew it marked something shitty
so one fine day i came home
NORTON aint integritied and shutted down
some shit with the graphics
some shit with the monitor
little errors like these UNFUCKINEXPECTEDLY
drove one rough bullet into the hdd

and then
as they all say
the rest is history
refer to RIP previous post

oh please remind me to post the beauty pics of my comp before she went

so now i think i need like a month to breathe new life into her

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THAILAND

i wanted to post thailand trip shit like 10 years ago
with 9th gettin huslting and busling
i aint got no time in my pants
so the highlight was i met a certain queen there
and the rest is history again
well at least till today
and boy were there fuckshit or what
colleagues from YTH were awesome
but i cant say much about someone somewhere
and like i tell all boys and girls
i can and will take shit
for now
but im slowly finding the lid to it

**

9TH DISCIPLE

its been interesting so far
i cant say im making shitload money
but at least it aint too bad
esp from my BIG customer
the rules of the game is not as simple as i made out
but hey
whats a game wit no walls
i get bumped around and get immuned
and i listen to KANYE'S STRONGER
and i live through the day

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but it's fucking ... 170....

GRIEF

2007-11-29T08:53:00.000+08:00

28th November 2007

Ian's computer

Enigma, Lover, Companion

Rest In Peace

TORN

2007-11-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

i'm so torn between 2 guys and a queen

and i have tons of writing to translate here from Djehuty

i need to write a long-assed one soon

2007-11-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

but for now

la reine du plancher de danse est manquée tellement tellement

man..............

The 8+1th Disciples

2007-11-16T20:17:00.001+08:00

This right here
is the 9th SITE
back atchu again
as we proceed
to give you whatchu need

click with me now
and Ctrl + D with me

http://9thdisciple.blogspot.com/

http://picasaweb.google.com/9thdisciple

last straw???

2007-11-16T02:40:00.001+08:00

this straw is being shoved up my nostril now

please imagine it.

Need To

2007-11-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

I need to see them
either, or both
QUEEN
and a psychiatrist

cos im going crazy

from the airport to the plane to the airport

2007-11-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

I was COMPLETELY smitten
with the
QUEEN OF THE DANCE FLOOR

mindless talk senseless

2007-11-10T01:52:00.001+08:00

THAT DAY

SK ask me whether am i a christian
"if not, maybe you can go visit temple"
cos this week is like not that smooth for ya
i kinda get what he sayin
cos it aint really smooth
what else, but work
im ready to take shit
cos im prepared to take shit
cos work is all about taking shit
straight outta school city
you know dynamics aint gonna be the same
but is it really that stinky?
sometimes R and company testing my limits
granted, i think hes a nice bloke
but sometime somewhat somehow just condescend-ed me into hell
yea maybe my learning speed is not up to the expectation of the position
im ok to strive to emulate BR
but sometimes when i read specifications
i get all thinking tinkering
like what am i doing here
like why are my colleagues so fucking old
induced me into their generation
so much that i actually go clubbing without ID
fucking forgeting dynamics
like what i have to put up with his shit
like am i ready to make the jump
i dont wanna be a fucking quitter
and quitters take shit and path the less travelled
im destined for GREAT shit
but im losing sight of my goals
and im actually 'settling'
and even now 9th doesnt excite me
i hope when the money rolls in, i will be
so is it actually true you can only excel in something you like?
YJ proved not
and so did alot of people
we will see
dont fucking know how to write shit anymore
yea CK is right
my blog doesnt look like im writing for people to read
partial marketing weapon
turning out to be an outlet
and connecting with old friends

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i went to exxonmobil
prepared presentations
left my notebook there
felt a connection (again) with exxon key account holder
felt warmth when i went to kenaka and saw diligent old folks working humbly
got into a whirlwind of overseas trip news
got really pissed instructions were not passed down properly by R
dont look forward to going germany and anywhere else
hope to be tarzan

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ANOTHER DAY, TODAY

i realised im having palpitations when i see R
no fucking good
and his attitude towards me aint changing a good direction
i'd like to think im young and i can take it
counterwise B called and he sounds so ... nice comparatively
we'll see

***

so im quite satisfied with the goods
but as of now im not satisfied with the shots
im quite satisfied with the site layout
but im not with the variety

****

SQ 626 BKK 1935
fuckin' screw up the batam outing
better be good
grr.
sorry guys, if you reading this
have fun!

*****

giftpack from nice nice people

underpaid

2007-11-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

i just don't fucking believe
the intensity of stuff i have to learn and digest and churn
and the amount / level of shit i have to cover
is anywhere less than a fucking banker.

Challenge me.

Good / Bad

2007-11-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

GOOD DAY

fast time
fav sudanese charcoal fish
tiger beer
nice words from someone
JANE
realising i have to THINK for what to write for BAD DAY

BAD DAY

feeling fat
goods fuckin' delayed
am really fat
6th nov headache

adage

2007-10-30T22:30:00.001+08:00

"if you can't take this little swipe of shit,
how are ya gonna succeed next time?"

mom

mad represent

2007-10-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

feelin' kinda weird when suddenly i have some free time on my hands
took my eyes off the vendors,
off the stats / charts
feelin' some time for the TV
saw this school handsomes beautys thang
(that B girl is HOT)
and chanced upon this bboy hittin' the floor wit da moves
mixin' some illin' 6 step, top rock, and flares(?)
still remember me and lex are the pioneers of NTU bboy club
hahahahhhhaaaaa..........
bboyice i hear?
kiddie days
anyways back to that
granted i've seen local boys doin' the B moves
but this representer's got some SHIT style
fittin a stussy-ish crown BBOY tee
kickin wit some all star adi black gold
with the looks to match
he a lady killer
doing a mad represent of the boyz
he major.

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I was back in NTU to meet some PUB customers
i kinda experienced some major mind boggling shit
nope i wasn't fucked by anyone
nor was i physically tensed up
i just saw and heard and felt some mentally torturing thoughts
fuckin deafening voices
actually......
maybe......
to me : please refer to Djehuty

**

so this cousin of mine is doing her stint at sph as an editor
interesting...
heading to the pool of socio-commentary
or current affairs
im, at best, an armchair critic
so it would be interesting to listen to her views on some
oh no not anywhere near her facebook story
im so sure she's MORE than that
i cant say much here cos this blog is public

O M F G

2007-10-28T03:30:00.000+08:00

jack bauer is back

SO IS TONY ALMEIDA!

tab device-ed

2007-10-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

Friday was one of the first fucked days at work
the chain of mistakes i made, goodenough
and one was bad for a potential loss of 6k ish USD
and the fucking profit gross margin transfer factor approval calculations
almost puked
i cant stop believing now
moment i stop
it's all gon come crumbling down
they picked me for a reason
gotta drill it inside me

9TH

the floodgates are open
gears are in motion
first batched of goods are finally finalized
and gon FOB tomorrow
first blood gon be drawn by this week
all fingers crossed
in midweek, there were some issues wit the ordering process
and i was kinda IRKED
boy's gotta be patient.........

ONE SHOT

LIMITED EDITION K K EXCLUSIVE IN TOHOKU

MY FAV SCENE IN SOPRANOS

no prizes for guesses
on what's the next action

AMERICAN GANGSTER

my permanent infatuation with the nosa costra, mafia, gangsters
gon be continued by this latest release
hot movie, catch it

FROM PLAVOS

totally dig this
end of the world
transformer in SBs to the rescue

Right brain VS Left brain

2007-10-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

Taken from heraldsun

THE Right Brain vs Left Brain test ...

do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.

Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.

LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

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i see turning clockwise
and i can't make it turn anti-clockwise