so do i...

...continue to wait?
did i really think it's gonna be a match this time?
all factors being considered as per Djehuty
as per DP mentioned to me
i was just gonna throw all these red tapes out
but i guess they ARE red tapes for a fucking reason.

bad day.

Mode Check

Utterly utterly disappointed to hear such stuff coming out from you.
Such hurting hurting accusations.
Such, is the wrath of the woman.

I remember.

I remember once upon a university time
i was such a armchair critic over general politics
and yj and C was incessantly worried that my mouth will land me into troubled waters somehow (funny)
and as I stepped out of the study zone
i was thrown into the cauldron
and somehow I grew nonchalant generally about the politcol protocol
till i realised
i might have became one of them

these one of them lauds to the community that they are a group of ordinary citizens who cannot do anything much, and has cease fire to concentrate to, be rich, for instance.
strange but true, the administration in power hath somehow worked ITS way around to achieve IT'S goal, silence is golden.
the recent BKK airport case for instance
did we at least sit down and dissect the broadcast?
yes jane off the streets will say
"man, what the fuck are these people thinking man
creating chaos
making travels inaccessible
safety compromised
etc"
TODAY mentioned DAP will pay surely for the inconvenience caused

is protest good? or bad?
the very word protest strikes the fear bone in us
and we go
oh no no
protest for fuck?
we got nothing better to do?
land our sweet ass into sour soup?
look at ERP
i have not seen / heard a single joe off the streets that he is happy with the system
but why are we not putting our hands where our mouth is?
that is cos protest = chaos
protest != avenue for rights to be lauded

janes and joes off the street seemed to be in general support of the party in power
albeit the sporadic complaints
cos in essecnse, they do give you the safeguard feel
with great help from MSM
oh yeah
we go
ah, fuck it, just mind our own business?

+

political change must come from WITHIN pap?
2 party govt not suitable for singapore cos we dont have enough talent?
dude, what are you saying man?

+

are singaporeans ready for a non chinese PM?
dude, do WE have a choice? you really meant it?

+

word.

超喜歡.

word

fucking tiff dunks shouldn't be used for football!

Re Up : New Era

TICK TOCK

Ever since I came back from the roadshow
i was back into the LOST ways
was bumming around till recently
i realised
the clock is ticking down fuckin loudly as none ever before!

Hello? buck up?

AGENTS J

driving me mad by the day min sec hour
... in a nice nice way ;)

RECESSION PROOF

fuckin specialists who can cater to the consumer market
i was everyday harping
the door to a happy ian
is the consumer daily needs market
perserve, please.

XEROX

disappointed.

LIFE IN GENERAL

picking up, tad.

AGENTS J

oh, mentioned already!

TICK TOCK

refuckinmember!

the heart is heavy

again.
but i will not
write about the things that trigger things
cos i am afraid
when i look back
i will smile
a wrong emotion-ed tagged smile
then i will have to delete this fucking post
and that fucking post

happiness chooses you, not the other way round.

THE ATTRACTION

the people who know me
know that pursues were never divulged till they are pursued
no i do not (as usual) have a good feeling about this
but it keeps my spirit running for a few days
haven't it already?
what have i done?
what can i do?
pertinent questions
trailing back
let's see
i think only indon (x2??) kept my wild wild?
and this time
i wanna have the responsibility
i am calm
at the same time, excited
at the same time, 'nah'

but
like Djehuty said
for the longest longest while
i was truly truly happy
even though it was fleeting
it was, like, 3 mins?
yeah, it was extended to, like, 20 min
so i think i was revived that very moment
that, hope, still exist

+

DUDE, WHERE'S YOUR CAR?

speaking of hope
come change
i have seen people waxing lyrical about Obama's ascend
HOPE
CHANGE
AWESOME
then i go on to ask them
what change are you expecting?
what kinda transition do you wanna see?
a coloured leadership?
are you talking about Crats' stance on fiscal trade to asia?
are you talking about an (or the?) end to the civil movement?
are you talking about the very romance of the country's transforming it's virtues?
are you talking about his threading of strongline globalization and trade?
or the rebellion against the common good of democrats?

I for sure, am interested on how is the O going to kick in the very mentioned changes that was over and over literated / plastered over the news
but i just wished that people can know of the change, before clamoring about
CHANGE HAS COME

anyways, the speech was mellifluous as per usual
Coens got it spot on
NO COUNTRY FOR OLD MEN!

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letter of the day

J

occupation of the day

TARZ

The Forbidden Line.

Did I crossed it?

He is the new BLACK.