Lessons

i couldnt bear to reprimand myself
for not doing 'anything' this few times when i'm free
even the time i would wanna take to review / reflect
i fucking sleep
but hey
its crescendo time
deserved a break?

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the past few days have been such a whirlwind in camp
I experience some little discomfort in my mind
not sure whether that's the calm before the storm
my boots got stolen
christos, ralph lauren too
and i was sorta immune
and i really would like to apologize for some words said to a very very very important figure of mine
i never should said those kind of words

so lesson taken, take these stress with a tinge of caffeine
dont let this kinda shit fumble you up

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so you will meet really fascinating people in life
albeit sporadically funny, but still damn fucking makes you puzzled
like the BLUE MAN you will meet in HEAVEN
everything we do is all connected
so you gotta watch it

there's these someones who works in a bank and shit
filtering wealth management
cashing in on some private banking
and yet these someones can just steal off a packet of something
nope im not talking about kleptomanic shit
im talking real fucked EQ and twarted thinking on saving money

theres's these someones
who just stands you up
and with minimal care in the world
just shrugs you off like this
wit some fucked smses
'what ifs'
'should haves'
'wanted to'
fuck gives?

there's these someones
who are filtered off to the top percentile in troop days
you stand there and admire shit AFTERMATH
and stood there pondering pondering...

im too judgmental for my own good
if there's one thing to work on
i should just leave those glasses behind
after all
different strokes different folks
fuck
even venus produce men
you just dont fucking comprehend what's going on with them

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i wanted to post up a piece on marvel shit
but i remember those days where i pen my hard journal
and i got scattered thought to be jigawed together
and they, after a while, remained jigsaw-ed
so i need to jot jot jot

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so in a couple of hours im off to a major shit
im just relatively nonchalant about it
fuck gives?

re-up pictorial for the road

this is by far the highlight of the gambling trip in Macau
easily makes us wanna bring back to SG shores for some shit money making
but we all know
if it ain't easy
it is deezy
crab meat porridge for the road
holla if you need the addy
come on
crab meat fried rice?
SGreans penchant for porridge and crab?

you do the math.



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easily best herbal tea i've tasted
china, really.





THANK YOU



i mean it.
i do.

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CRESCENDO

it's official
i'm a stress / tough time junkie