29 June 2008

let's see

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i kinda expected i slept through the weekend
maybe cos of the home calls and disturbances, i didnt really get some good rest
6 hours?
whatever happened to the need to sleep

i was like so deprived of everything close to me during my few weeks of travelling
my skin was dry
i didnt watch my diet
i lived from hotel to hotel
flights to flights
listening to listening
presentations to presentations
training to training
offices to offices
customers to customers
fags to fags
beer to beer
move to move
packing to packing
but im not complaining about the trip
the exposure i think awesome
i learned so much from Brandon
technical ? nah
but he reminds me like a lousier, apt Alan Shore
you just plough through the presentations
and answers to the questions
whether they served the purpose of
ANSWERED
or
TRAINED
or
CONVINCED
you
just plough through
like Alan did those sick closings

Did i mentioned too he had rather a high sense of EQ
well definitely high than the other guy
and he's young, married, kid-ed
have some feeling he's poised to take the reins of the business of the fam

STATE OF DENIAL

speaking of the other guy
yeah probably he is disappointed in me
pulease for fuck sake
i too am
that fucking email i think took one big slice of the cake
that motherfucker
give me a break man
disappointed?
"he only have friends in Pe****?"
looks whos talking now
i worked so hard during the trips
emails sent like after 1 am
and all i get is 'disappointed'
K is right
the coy doesnt know how to retain people
people dont care about how hard you work
or the shit you take

PERSONAL

its time to face, and solve the problem
love it or hate it
i have to do it
for better or for worse

23 June 2008

10 June 2008

probably

its one of those periods
when you feel down
things happen and just hurried by you
without giving you a chance to even find out
what the fuck was wrong
my heart is beating fast
the pills making me drop shit
im thirsty as shit
i need to sleep
and no im not stoned on jackshit
they didnt let me donate blood that time
and i felt like a fucking unwanted